I woke up early this morning. I don't feel alone very much lately but I felt that a bit this morning. The sky was a bit grey and I could hear what i think is a bird banging around in a vent or a gutter near my bedroom window. It made me feel a little overwhelmed by the responsibility of my house.
I attended a professional conference yesterday that freaked me out a bit about everything I need to do. I sometimes wonder whether a 32 year old should have been put in charge of an entire organization. Yep. Bit overwhelming.
So I sent a message to Smaptie and curled up with my phone. Sure enough the phone bings. He is always there for me. He warms me up and makes me smile.
You know what? I'll probably just be a little blue this week. Friday would have been my fifth anniversary. I loved my wedding. It's going to be hard.
But I know I'm not alone. I have him. My partner. The one who is always there for me and I will always be there for.
I attended a professional conference yesterday that freaked me out a bit about everything I need to do. I sometimes wonder whether a 32 year old should have been put in charge of an entire organization. Yep. Bit overwhelming.
So I sent a message to Smaptie and curled up with my phone. Sure enough the phone bings. He is always there for me. He warms me up and makes me smile.
You know what? I'll probably just be a little blue this week. Friday would have been my fifth anniversary. I loved my wedding. It's going to be hard.
But I know I'm not alone. I have him. My partner. The one who is always there for me and I will always be there for.
And birdies are soothing.