Sleeping and Recommitting
Let me start with the recommitting. I've gotten out of the habit of writing a blog each day. I had a few unexpected curveballs thrown at me but I feel like things are starting to even out now and I want to start the dicipline of writing each day.
So for this morning let me talk about sleeping.
I've always been the kind of person who can fall asleep right away and sleep through anything. It's a great skill. It was great when I lived in residence in university and one guy who lived in the next room played bass guitar.
I've found the last few weeks I've been having trouble sleeping. I lie awake at night thinking about my home or money or... well... life. It's like I can't turn my brain off at night.
I'm incredibly lucky that I have Smaptie and every time I've sent him a 2:00am message saying "I can't sleep!" he's been right there for me. Somehow just hearing that more often than not lets me fall asleep.
I love that I have someone to say goodnight to every night and someone to say good morning to every morning.
When I was little my parents would always make it a priority to kiss each other goodnight every night as well as a kiss goodbye in the morning and a kiss hello when they came home from work. I always wanted someone I could do that with.
Yesterday was wonderful. I was chatting with Smaptie and he was tired. I told him he should nap. I watched him take off his glasses and get comfortable. He gets this wonderful look that is very relaxing but at the same time looks like he is concentrating. After a few minutes I heard something. I could hear his breathing. I would call it just this side of snoring
but it was very sweet and very relaxing. There is something very intimate about watching someone sleep. It was wonderful. I drifted off too and we both woke up to his alarm. It was just wonderful.
I wish every night I could fall asleep to the sound of Smaptie breathing.
Let me start with the recommitting. I've gotten out of the habit of writing a blog each day. I had a few unexpected curveballs thrown at me but I feel like things are starting to even out now and I want to start the dicipline of writing each day.
So for this morning let me talk about sleeping.
I've always been the kind of person who can fall asleep right away and sleep through anything. It's a great skill. It was great when I lived in residence in university and one guy who lived in the next room played bass guitar.
I've found the last few weeks I've been having trouble sleeping. I lie awake at night thinking about my home or money or... well... life. It's like I can't turn my brain off at night.
I'm incredibly lucky that I have Smaptie and every time I've sent him a 2:00am message saying "I can't sleep!" he's been right there for me. Somehow just hearing that more often than not lets me fall asleep.
I love that I have someone to say goodnight to every night and someone to say good morning to every morning.
When I was little my parents would always make it a priority to kiss each other goodnight every night as well as a kiss goodbye in the morning and a kiss hello when they came home from work. I always wanted someone I could do that with.
Yesterday was wonderful. I was chatting with Smaptie and he was tired. I told him he should nap. I watched him take off his glasses and get comfortable. He gets this wonderful look that is very relaxing but at the same time looks like he is concentrating. After a few minutes I heard something. I could hear his breathing. I would call it just this side of snoring
but it was very sweet and very relaxing. There is something very intimate about watching someone sleep. It was wonderful. I drifted off too and we both woke up to his alarm. It was just wonderful.
I wish every night I could fall asleep to the sound of Smaptie breathing.
smaptie:
I like you watching me sleep. Soo safe and sound. Having wonderful dreams of Christmas, when we first met. Lovely Christmas dreams...with elves.
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miss_joy:
You are such an odd Ood.