hmmm, where do I begin. after the amazing thrill of the tour there came unfortunatly the feeling of desertion. it sucks getting that close to someone that quick and then have them disapear back to the other side of the worls, with their 9-5s and families, ferrets and err, hanggliders. (this is Steinar Sverd Im talking about) I still keep in regular correspondence with Jan (Hellhammer, but once you get to know him that nickname is completly absurd )and Tore Moren, but, much to my disapointment not Steinar. *sigh* tis the sentiment of the groupie. Im just lucky I got to spend so much time with them.
So thats my follow up to the hysteria of my last post. back in reality, alot has happened, a new job, a few boys and some amazing friendships strengthened or shattered by tragedy. I dont really want to go into it but a dear friend died in a car accident, and its changed everything within our group. long standing and almost acheived plans have been scrapped, and the storng poepl in the group are now feeling totally lost. It fuckin sucks.
I have finally decided to quit smoking. I feel like death. but seriously, I decided it just wasnt cool to have my smokes sitting right next to my puffer in my bag. hehe.
I keep getting distracted by the tv whenever I think of something to type damn it! Oh yeah. early this year I was commissioned to illistrate a comic. its been doing my head in as Im struggling with it. then Lo and behold, at a friends place, this dream of a man came into my life. beautiful, long blonde hair down to his waist, a huge smile, absurd sense of humour and incerdible artistic talent. I am very familiar with his work as he has designed alot of album covers and logos for metal bands. In fact, ther was a baphomet that he did on Cunty's wall. all done in biro, I used to stare at it, just amazed at his abity. but, I was somewhat surprised to see how beautiful he was! anyway, he is going to do this comic project with me
Fuck. I dont know whether I should keep my feelings bottled up ( I kind of want to eat him) for the sake of the project or just go for it *screams* I dont know. Damn hot metal boys will be the death of me.
anyway, I need to play with Helvete (my puppy) and wash my car. Stay metal everybody
So thats my follow up to the hysteria of my last post. back in reality, alot has happened, a new job, a few boys and some amazing friendships strengthened or shattered by tragedy. I dont really want to go into it but a dear friend died in a car accident, and its changed everything within our group. long standing and almost acheived plans have been scrapped, and the storng poepl in the group are now feeling totally lost. It fuckin sucks.
I have finally decided to quit smoking. I feel like death. but seriously, I decided it just wasnt cool to have my smokes sitting right next to my puffer in my bag. hehe.
I keep getting distracted by the tv whenever I think of something to type damn it! Oh yeah. early this year I was commissioned to illistrate a comic. its been doing my head in as Im struggling with it. then Lo and behold, at a friends place, this dream of a man came into my life. beautiful, long blonde hair down to his waist, a huge smile, absurd sense of humour and incerdible artistic talent. I am very familiar with his work as he has designed alot of album covers and logos for metal bands. In fact, ther was a baphomet that he did on Cunty's wall. all done in biro, I used to stare at it, just amazed at his abity. but, I was somewhat surprised to see how beautiful he was! anyway, he is going to do this comic project with me
Fuck. I dont know whether I should keep my feelings bottled up ( I kind of want to eat him) for the sake of the project or just go for it *screams* I dont know. Damn hot metal boys will be the death of me.
anyway, I need to play with Helvete (my puppy) and wash my car. Stay metal everybody
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Btw, could you help me little bit...?
I have been searching really long one album, HOBBS ANGEL OF DEATH "Inheritance" (Def Records, 1995), and because I cant find it on europe, I was wondering would this still be available in somewhere in Australia...?
Would you know anything about it?
And I promise to pay it to you asap.
Just say the price