mishi

The letter that i never bear to give to him, one that i know hell never see.... my dearly dear sweet first, and now last...

dear Jay,

you have once again broke my heart. for that i am sad. i thought thingas had changed. for that i am a fool. I love you dearly but i just dont know what to do anymore...

i'm moving onward, moving out of this hell hole, moving my life into a better direction... thought you would like that. Thought u'd be for it, no matter the outcome. I was wrong yet again.

I love you and no matter what i will never forget you. I hope its mutual. Take care my first truest dearest love...

<3 Mishi