0
sometimes I feel that people around me including
my friends use me as an experience... you know...
not as a person, but rather as a thing that you can
say: "Oh yeah, that guy, been there done that..."
kind of deal...
neon:
eek that's not good!
0
last night I couldn't fall asleep... so I got completely
and utterly high and then danced on my bed
in the dark with a bottle of scotch while
"Mary of Silence" was playing loud enough to wake
up the neighbors...
neon:
i love people that dance.
0
guess what I'm listening to? Depeche Mode, baby...
black celebration, black celebration... to fucking
perky for me... Later on i'm going to take my
boss to get laser eye surgery, and maybe get lunch
with ms A. while i'm waiting...
I see my girlfriend like twice a week...
so any chance I get is good...
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
neon:
yeah i was a bad girl. and appearantly a sloppy girl since i got cought. i'm kicking myself in the butt for that one.
boxterjulep:
what are these dark childhood dreams?
0
sometimes I have nothing to say... at least nothing
that would sound somewhat intelligent...
i finished another painting this weekend... and
sort of have an idea for the next one. there
are like 3 unfinished works laying around the house... should get to those at some point...
This weekend was blissfully unproductive, thought... it's cold, and I have a fireplace...
makes it really hard to...
Read More
neon:
do you have any pictures of your work? i'd love to see it.
earplug6947:
i enjoy reading your posts.
0
Tomorrow Is My Turn/ No more doubts, no more fears/ Tomorrow is my
turn when my luck is returning/ All these years I've been learning to
keep my fingers from burning/ Tomorrow is my turn to receive without
giving/ Make life worth living / Now it's my life I'm living/ My only
concern for tomorrow is my turn.
Nina Simone
neon:
oh i love nina simone. :]
0
last night me and my friends baked chocolate
chip cookies... yum... dirty martinis suck ass,
it's like drinking see water... smoking pot
rocks my socks... I also like to wear warm
scarves when it's cold out... maybe I'll make
fire when I get back home... I just bought
some firewood... that's all I have to say right now.

I wish you and your loved ones...
Read More
neon:
by leaving an ? in my journal did you mean to let me know that you're confused about something? if yes then what are you confused about? :0
neon:
i only wish i had spongebob pj's. no they're just reeeeally comfy gray baggy pj's and a hanes v-neck boys undie shirt.
you're at work? what do you do?
0
I want to leave the last 5 years behind...
neon:
it's easy you just pack it into suitcases in your head and throw them into the river. oh yeah and moving away helps too.
neon:
oh my god did we just post a commen on eachother's journal's at the same time? neat! i love aries people by the way. especially the ones that are born before april 10. i add you to my friends list now.