misha9999999

We can't exist without each other...

Heard today from a long lost friend. I actually
met her here like a year ago or so... How funny
life is sometimes. We live in parallel universes
on different sides of the planet but somehow
we still feel the connection. It's that human element
that makes us feel alone constantly and pushes
us to search for that missing link. We're all connected
it seems like. I always imagined people
to be this big chain that brakes and merges all the
time but is still together. So many people around
me are falling for someone... I seriously think it has
something to do with the spring... I know, I know
i'm not much of an Oscar Wilde, but still. I like
seeing people that I like being happy. And so many
are. This good friend of mine was telling me
yesterday that he met this nice girl who plays
cello. Now I have to make myself not flirt with
her whenever I see her because as we all know
I have a major fetish for string instruments
and for the people who play them (don't ask).
And for that matter, I have a fetish for people
who play any instrument. Piano is one.
Out of all the arts, music is the most powerful
one, I think. A painting might make you feel
something. It also might make you think,
but music tares your fucking soul apart,
it gets right into you and never leaves.
That's why I feel so vulnerable in front of
people that play. I feel like my chest if wide
open for them to dig into... Anyway, I got lost there
for a second. Back to people being in love.
So what I'm saying is, seeing all this happiness
around me makes me also very happy.
My eyes are still fucking blue...