Monday Mar 17, 2003

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there are people out there who are more beautiful than you,
more intelligent than you, better than you but non of them could
walk on the broken glass more gracefully than you.
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commie:
you should post your maid pictures too then.

ya iz kieva. otkuda ti?
blixasinister:
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Wednesday Mar 12, 2003

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something I was thinking about lately:
nice people are the ones that feel guilty when they
fuck you over... what do you think? a little bitter,
no?.. add water to taste.

spring is definitely on the way, unfortunately I have
no windows in the place where I work... so
I really can't take full advantage of that. Last night
I was running around putting up...
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user8935778:
i want to go get a manicure and pedicure. but i cant move. someone needs to come and dress me.. so i can go.
user8935778:
i tried to find your show but i couldnt.

Sunday Mar 09, 2003

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have you ever been in love with a ghost?


last two days destroyed me more than usual.


I am empty.


Tonight i'm flying to Philly.


Coming back monday night.


I was drinking cheap wine this morning.


If I don't respond to your comments don't be
mad at me. I just don't know what to say anymore.


And yes you guessed right, it's all coming back...
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bettietwoguns:
not exactly in love with a ghost . . . in love with the ghost of a relationship that wasn't all i thought it was . . .

and then . . . grief stricken over the loss of a loved one i wasn't *in* love with . . . but loved intensly . . .
fallen1carus:
yes.

and it's gonna be okay. i know how bad you need to hear that sometimes.

Wednesday Mar 05, 2003

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If I say it out loud many times over,
I might begin to believe in loving you
And accept all the given, taken, forgotten and lost
For life in all its complexity and magnitude
Is relatively simple
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d:
That is exactly what h as been on my mind...that way and vice versa and twisted inside out.
user8935778:
um ok. so maybe iw as wrong again. they do. sometimes they do.

but sometimes those boys are silly. and stupid. and selfish. and they forget to be nice to you..

but then when they're there, and they kiss your forehead... and they breathe "im so crazy about you" into your freshly washed hair...

then you look back at you trying to find a reason to get rid of him.. and you feel like a big jerk.

Wednesday Mar 05, 2003

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Waking up to angry yells.
What is new about the day?
Smell the powder, smell the fumes,
You are only getting played.
Taking lessons in disguise,
You will need it to survive.
Raw ambitions never fail.
Straight to mornings you will dive.
Nights are sweeter, sun will dawn,
You should never scream in pain,
Just in ecstasy. The loss
Seems as if a wishful gain....
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kikka:
hi kiss
mmm, doors, bulgakov

i'm sorry i have nothing interesting to write (tiiired)

xxx

Tuesday Mar 04, 2003

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my sg life has been abruptly driven to nonexistent by my work...
so I wanted to tell all of you nice people and especially my friends
(you know who you are) that I still love you. And I will return
shortly with more stories to tell and more love to spread.


Listening to: Baxter
Mood: I'm a fucking rock star!




grapefruit:
well,
thank you for saying hello.

i need a "go-go gadget arm" so i could reach past several state lines and pinch you from time to time.

we'll be glad to see you back in full rock action before long, i hope.
relethed:
frown

i will miss you. be well in your time off smile

Monday Mar 03, 2003

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Detroit is the most beautiful ghetto I've ever seen....
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grapefruit:
i don't understand how the double note thing happens.

thanks for the wave.
and the washyness, even
i'm glad you're smiling.



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halox29290:
a scrumptious moment

Thursday Feb 27, 2003

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csilla:
hey sexyness, i got your cd!!! i havent had a chance to listen to it but its definitly on the top of my list. thanks so much. you are the sweetest kiss kiss kiss

xoxo csilla skull
user8935778:
they dont let you leave. they wont let me leave.

Thursday Feb 27, 2003

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misha wants these:


http://www.fluevog.com/code/images/00000297_zoom.jpg


ok. everyone go to http://www.fluevog.com/
and choose a pair of shoes that best describes
your personality...

then paste the link of the image here.

ha. cool.
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comaprincess:
Those are cool shoes.
smile

I like these the most..and these are the things I wear most..

http://www.fluevog.com/code/images/00000375_thumb.jpg
http://www.fluevog.com/code/images/00000349_zoom.jpg
http://www.fluevog.com/code/images/00000280_thumb.jpg

grapefruit:
thanks

Wednesday Feb 26, 2003

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it seems to be looked upon to cut and paste
something into your journal... I guess it doesn't
have as much feeling as something you would
write yourself, but I'm gonna go against that
preconceived notion and put a poem, written
by one of my favorite poets... no need to mention
who he is. because it doesn't matter. the fact
that we live our lives...
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grapefruit:
and blah blah blah.
apologies for clogging up your comments
grapefruit:
fine then.
i take it back.
wink

Tuesday Feb 25, 2003

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can you tell i'm fascinated with dead birds?
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user8935778:
sometimes. he sends me text messages on my phone while im in school.. and all they say.. is

"i love you.. not really. but you know what i mean."

ahha and i cant help but smile.

lets cuddle shall we?
grayblue:
yes. yes i can. did someone leave american beauty on while you slept?

Monday Feb 24, 2003

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drama inspires me to write. currently there is
no drama in my life. There is a lot of snow, though.
Snow is everywhere -- in my shoes, in my pockets, in my head,
in my eyes. I'm chiseled out of ice. Like one of those party sculptures.
God, I can't wait to start melting and run down the street
as dirty water washing down old...
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grapefruit:
oh to be a child for longer than we can.
oh oh oh
relethed:
drama, huh?

*rolls sleeves, fetches copy of rabbit, run, arranges pliers, ky jelly, and apricots. turns on "stuck in the middle with you." slips on yellow kitchen gloves*

i got your drama right here! wink

wow, thanks for the cd. i only knew one song (the mono), which made me so happy. i love new discoveries. there are some beautiful numbers on there. portishead is one i always wonder if i should get into.

considering some of your tastes, i wonder--have you ever heard starflyer 59?
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