it's still rocky. still hurts. the snow is not helping
you know... My imagination is my worst enemy.
Scene II, Act VI... The bedroom (why is it always
the bedroom?..). Morning light is starting to
color the scattered things on the floor. I can still
taste the last night on my lips. Alarm goes off,
we fight each other to hit the snooze...
Yellow sheets......
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you know... My imagination is my worst enemy.
Scene II, Act VI... The bedroom (why is it always
the bedroom?..). Morning light is starting to
color the scattered things on the floor. I can still
taste the last night on my lips. Alarm goes off,
we fight each other to hit the snooze...
Yellow sheets......
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grayblue:
now imagine having a video of her lying there so beautifully asleep in your own bed, with morning light through the window.
today is a new day. a new song. a new poem.
today I will be strong. today I'm a man.
it's hard to imagine your life without a person
you really care about, or want or need.
But I somehow managed before, so I guess I should
be ok. right? Really, if you think about it, life
is an unpredictable thing. Last night you could...
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today I will be strong. today I'm a man.
it's hard to imagine your life without a person
you really care about, or want or need.
But I somehow managed before, so I guess I should
be ok. right? Really, if you think about it, life
is an unpredictable thing. Last night you could...
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grapefruit:
thank you for your note, btw.
boxterjulep:
i've done that too, write letters to people spilling my guts out or venting all my anger then never sending them. sometimes i'll keep them as a token of my moment of insanity or embarassment.
last night me and my girlfriend decided to be
just friends.... she's moving back to Atlanta
in the summer and her reason was if the
things with us progress she wouldn't be
able to, she'd be too attached...
"logical": I told her... and it is if you think about it..
but for some reason I really don't give a shit
at this point... not about...
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just friends.... she's moving back to Atlanta
in the summer and her reason was if the
things with us progress she wouldn't be
able to, she'd be too attached...
"logical": I told her... and it is if you think about it..
but for some reason I really don't give a shit
at this point... not about...
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was_nicole:
umm my crush is penny. she is going to pittsburgh for school it is sad. i am going to la and she is leaving while i'm away. she isn't really my crush we are just in love. pittsburgh sucks but she will be in ny sometimes so i will just have to see her then. that is why she kidnapped me last night.
fact: i used to be on SG under the name: "mechanic"
neon:
i like misha better.
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misha9999999:
I have so much to say. Few words to express it. And
even fewer people to say it to.
even fewer people to say it to.
user8935778:
if you ever need to talk.. im me.. email me. whatever.
trust me. sometimes i feel that being alone is eating me up inside. and for the most part, im not alone. i live in a house with 5 other people.
i have a lot of acquaintences.. and a few good friends. and by society's standards.. i have nothing to be unhappy about. instead.. i find my heart hurts. it's like an open wound.. seeping.. or a cancer inside my chest growing.
some days i feel like its eating me alive.. that it might swallow me all up if i didn't stop it.. and that i can't get out of bed..
but then there are days when i dont feel it. and i miss it. i miss that pain and hurt and longing.. because i feel like thats the hurt that makes me want to connect with people.
but im tired of the superficial connections. i want.. more than that. i want to know if theres a person out there that can fill my void. and that's a lot to place on another person.. especially someone who i don't even know exists. blah blah blah. and i cry.
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trust me. sometimes i feel that being alone is eating me up inside. and for the most part, im not alone. i live in a house with 5 other people.
i have a lot of acquaintences.. and a few good friends. and by society's standards.. i have nothing to be unhappy about. instead.. i find my heart hurts. it's like an open wound.. seeping.. or a cancer inside my chest growing.
some days i feel like its eating me alive.. that it might swallow me all up if i didn't stop it.. and that i can't get out of bed..
but then there are days when i dont feel it. and i miss it. i miss that pain and hurt and longing.. because i feel like thats the hurt that makes me want to connect with people.
but im tired of the superficial connections. i want.. more than that. i want to know if theres a person out there that can fill my void. and that's a lot to place on another person.. especially someone who i don't even know exists. blah blah blah. and i cry.
[Edited on Jan 07, 2003]
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it's a pretty typical entry for the sg but fuck it,
I don't care. This is how I really feel, why should I hide
it just to be different?.. I've been really depressed
lately. It seems like i can't get out of it. I try and
feel a little better for an hour or so, but then it's all
back to "normal". I want to...
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I don't care. This is how I really feel, why should I hide
it just to be different?.. I've been really depressed
lately. It seems like i can't get out of it. I try and
feel a little better for an hour or so, but then it's all
back to "normal". I want to...
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hole - cavity in a solid
no more nonsense. a friend of mine said one of the
most brilliant things I've heard in a while:
"wanting someone is good. needing someone is bad."
how the hell do you separate those two?..
I naturally can't. I want, need, desire, crave, hunger for...
is it love? is it just an instinct? is it fear of being alone?
most brilliant things I've heard in a while:
"wanting someone is good. needing someone is bad."
how the hell do you separate those two?..
I naturally can't. I want, need, desire, crave, hunger for...
is it love? is it just an instinct? is it fear of being alone?
i walk in the snow but leave no trances.
i sleep next to you but you don't know i'm there.
i inhale smoke. i exhale love. you mold me like
clay. fuck you for being so beautiful.
i sleep next to you but you don't know i'm there.
i inhale smoke. i exhale love. you mold me like
clay. fuck you for being so beautiful.
I got a typewriter for Christmas. how cool is that?
all I need now is to learn how to spell without a
computer. Tonight at 8 I'm going to see the
Two Towers - very excited about that. I've read
all four books in two languages and let me tell
you something, it's an incredible piece of literature.
I can't believe some of the people...
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all I need now is to learn how to spell without a
computer. Tonight at 8 I'm going to see the
Two Towers - very excited about that. I've read
all four books in two languages and let me tell
you something, it's an incredible piece of literature.
I can't believe some of the people...
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neon:
i can't wait to see two towers. even though i'm unemployed and tight on money i'm willing to pay to see it.
i
sigur ros.
i
sigur ros.
pilar:
i have seen the two towers twice since it came out...
i waited for it...and was in no way dissapointed...
it has been a long time since i sat down with the books...
seeing the movies makes me want to....
i guess that is what i will be doing with my holidays..
i waited for it...and was in no way dissapointed...
it has been a long time since i sat down with the books...
seeing the movies makes me want to....
i guess that is what i will be doing with my holidays..
i like that picture...
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neon:
who is it?
user8935778:
what kind of art do you do?