Fucker's gonna break up with me, I just know it.
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We are clearly the worst people ever at going on a break - it pretty much lasted a couple of days of me being sick with worry and him getting even more depressed until we gave in and started talking again - I haven't seen him but I've talked to him on the phone for quite a while.
He's moving into his new flat on...
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I should never have said that things were amazing with the boyfriend, I completely jinxed myself.
We're... currently having a little break, I only saw him yesterday and I miss him like crazy - I've been forcing myself not to text him, I'm staying away from msn and just the thought of not being able to talk to him is just awful. Stuff was going...
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We're... currently having a little break, I only saw him yesterday and I miss him like crazy - I've been forcing myself not to text him, I'm staying away from msn and just the thought of not being able to talk to him is just awful. Stuff was going...
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zamuzel:
Sounds all quite confusing. I think roaring into work sounds like a good idea, I always seem to be my most creative when I'm feeling really crap and unsettled 
Cowboy boots are justice
What colour?
Cowboy boots are justice
What colour?
purpledust:
Hi there. sorry to hear of the relationship battle, well the battle of understanding and the knowing of where you stand. They are mostly like that in the early days. usually through fear to commit due to unleashing the open book that is ones heart and the potential of the pain. I think though that that is part of the excitement, the insecurity i mean, not because that part is enjoyable but it makes the more positive sides, such as embracing each other and confessing your love feel so great.
Space is an awkward card of play in a relationship and I am not sure if i have ever had a serious relationship where space was not needed for a variety or reasons. Sometimes we can take each other for granted and then space does help the levels of appreciation when we are reunited with a hightend sense of passion and great fullness for what we have. Good luck honey and I hope it all works out in that area for you
Space is an awkward card of play in a relationship and I am not sure if i have ever had a serious relationship where space was not needed for a variety or reasons. Sometimes we can take each other for granted and then space does help the levels of appreciation when we are reunited with a hightend sense of passion and great fullness for what we have. Good luck honey and I hope it all works out in that area for you
I keep having really weird dreams - and I never dream. They're not even interesting dreams, yesterday morning I dreamt I was on the phone to my friend Sam, this morning I had a dream (more than a little influenced by Alias watching, I think) where I was on some kind of mission and I had to wear a disguise which included false eyelashes... pretty...
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zamuzel:
I keep having zombie dreams in this hot weather. I am getting so sick and tired by getting eaten I'm almost become apathetic towards it in my dreams
Hope things get better for you soon
Hope things get better for you soon
g_whiz:
Dreams are le suck.
Also le suck: things that are skewiff.
Also le suck: things that are skewiff.
skinny black cat + painkillers - (several teeth + swelling) = much better
He went to the vet yesterday and he seems perfectly fine, he doesn't even have to wear one of those weird cone-head things which is pretty darned good.
Having some dramas with the boy, which is stupid and I'm feeling pretty... helpless really. I think worrying about it's making me ill, I...
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He went to the vet yesterday and he seems perfectly fine, he doesn't even have to wear one of those weird cone-head things which is pretty darned good.
Having some dramas with the boy, which is stupid and I'm feeling pretty... helpless really. I think worrying about it's making me ill, I...
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Argh I think I might die.
I went climbing yesterday evening and I woke up all.............. ouch. It's great fun, and I love it, and I want to do it more, and I love my friends who go we have a brilliant time but seriously. OUCH. It's my arms more than anything, I'd only ever been once before and that was over a year ago...
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I went climbing yesterday evening and I woke up all.............. ouch. It's great fun, and I love it, and I want to do it more, and I love my friends who go we have a brilliant time but seriously. OUCH. It's my arms more than anything, I'd only ever been once before and that was over a year ago...
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zamuzel:
I'm scared of heights but like climbing... weird isn't it?
I actually buy clothes from the kid's section of H&M. Ages 13-14 sometimes fits just like an XS
Although I do get some odd looks. 
But hey I'm used to that
I actually buy clothes from the kid's section of H&M. Ages 13-14 sometimes fits just like an XS
Although I do get some odd looks. But hey I'm used to that 
coldandwet:
I H&M. I bought my new favorite sunglasses from there yesterday for a fiver!
H&M. I bought my new favorite sunglasses from there yesterday for a fiver!I'm seriously hardly ever home these days, I've been at that darned boy's since........... July 12th and got back yesterday, was pretty cool though. And I had Hello Kitty-type presents which have made me super-happy.
I'm off into Birmingham today shopping for my friend Kay's birthday - I've got her a present but I need a little bit extra to make it super-special. We were...
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I'm off into Birmingham today shopping for my friend Kay's birthday - I've got her a present but I need a little bit extra to make it super-special. We were...
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zamuzel:
Hello Kitty stuff? What like a Hello Kitty Dreamcast?
Mmm....
Hope the picnic goes well
Mmm....
Hope the picnic goes well
zamuzel:
Ha ha!
Evil's my middle name.
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okay... it's not. But it should be
Evil's my middle name.
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okay... it's not. But it should be
Again, please please please keep me away from eBay. I've gone a bit Hello Kitty mad... and really want pretty much everything listed. Particularly the walkman (for my learning Japanese exploits). I've already bought slippers... and I do look super-cute in them but I still have no money.
Stayed at ze boy's all last week, and I'm up again on thursday for a few days...
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Stayed at ze boy's all last week, and I'm up again on thursday for a few days...
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navanod:
I am so lucky I don't have not been bitten by the e-bay bug, my sister in-law is seriously into it and she is always in trouble. It is always nice to meet someone special.
zamuzel:
I've just put up a load of my rare NTSC Playstation RPGs on eBay 
But it's for a great cause
Maybe you could start dancing in the supercute slippers for money?
But it's for a great cause
Maybe you could start dancing in the supercute slippers for money?
I'm feeling a bit less stressed today, people seem to have stopped going on at each other, and my cat's okay. He's just got to have a minor operation which hopefully isn't too risky, so I'm feeling much happier about that.
Phew!
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Phew!
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pussyscab:
I don't think I could have another pet after I lost my rabbit to fuckin' evil infection.
zamuzel:
Glad to hear your cats okay
I had made it to level nine in the cave of trials on Star Ocean 2. One of the toughest bonas dugeons I've ever faced... Agh!!! The pain of losing it. I was watching the Anime on tv-links.co.uk and it was bringing all those painful, but happy memories back
I had made it to level nine in the cave of trials on Star Ocean 2. One of the toughest bonas dugeons I've ever faced... Agh!!! The pain of losing it. I was watching the Anime on tv-links.co.uk and it was bringing all those painful, but happy memories back
Oh god the dramas... loads of stuff's been happening, my house is an increasingly stressful and awful place to live in. Lucky I'm staying with the boy for a few days next week.
My mom's been storming about getting pissed 'cause she thinks we leave such a mess, and she's completely unreasonable and thoughtless about most things lately it seems. Yesterday I found out that...
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My mom's been storming about getting pissed 'cause she thinks we leave such a mess, and she's completely unreasonable and thoughtless about most things lately it seems. Yesterday I found out that...
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Do some more climbing to take your mind off things for now