misa_blake

I never thought that i would be somewhere where I am personally responsible for someone elses responsability. I should not be held responsible if things are outside my realm of control. When did it become ok to blame someone else for your own short coming. Why in the name of all that is holy am i being help responsible for something beyond my control, when...
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So February has been a very interesting month. Started with work completely changing my work schedule because they are rehiring someone, oh and I forgot to mention I also lose my desk.. Now I get to sit at any open desk. Then I found out shy that is out of my control is coming out of my check. Them my sister/cuz/ roomie xyn gets into...
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Another week passed in this "New Year". Bills are kicking my ass, but alas that is the ways of adulthood. I have decided what I am going to do with my hair. Now if only I can scrouge enough money to make it happen. I CAN NOT wait for my nw hair. Both of my new tattoos are nearly healed, but man alive the itch...
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So far things are going good for 2012. 2 new Tattoos that have made drving and sitting a pain in the ass. I am going to change my outlook on a great many thoings. I just gott over come the small hurdle that is my pay rate that was altered. but alas till the life of commision work. Hopfully htis little speed bump wont completely...
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Things have been most interesting in my tiny little world. Went out for old hallows eve and had fun with Xyn. Worked on halloween what a damn mess that day was. Now its a mad dash to complete my laundry list of things that need to be completed. Hopefully ill get a new tattoo and a new place to live. .. maybe celebrate my birthday...
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It's almost Samhien and I am so excited. I am going to hit H5 after work on friday the 28th and hopefully a witches ball or some form of Halloween party on sat, (even if i have to work on Sunday). Hopefully Xyn will feel better by friday so we can yet again TRY to scare the crap out of her. Hopefully after the holiday...
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Yaaay so excited ... I finally have a car .. No longer a victim of New Yorks god awful public transit. Granted my monthly bills have gone up quite a bit it is worth every penny.. It no longer takes an hour to get home. I don't have to worry about the buses in the rain or if the re re trains are working ......
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Been uber busy lately. My last job I had to run my whole store and my Sr. Tech tried to take credit for all my hard work. Thank the goddess we were under video survallence so the higher ups demoted him. Although I was over looked for the management position, even though I was doing the work. Working 60 to 70 hours a week and...
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For the first time in a long time I stand up for myself. I speak up and express my feelings and it feels like I am being punished for it. I always thought that defending yourself was supposed to make things better. But some how it feels like I only made things worse for myself. I hope that my actions to make my life better...
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You know it's gonna be a trying day when you struggle to get out of bed in the morning. Then when you get to work ... Your start time is 9am but ur not allowed to clock in till 130pm ... Luckily I had my nook an read that whole time .... Then the store doesn't see a car in 2 hours or more .......
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