misa_blake

So yesterday was the 1 year anniversary of my grams death. I went to visit her at the cemetery.. I had to fight back tears cause mom was there and my nephew ... So not a good day ... Then to add to my issues my job is lacking in hours which in turn means no money which mean my plans of moving are on hold cause I'm not sure what my money will look like for next month ... So time to start looking for. New job that can pay my bills ... Things seem to be on this downward path and its really starting to get to me ... I really need a small day of hope somewhere but alas that is my pipe dream ... It's seems like the never ending sea of kick my ass is insanely long ... But I'm sure ill figure it out at some point