misa_blake

Its been a while since my last post. Been trying to get my life together, but oddly enough it kinda just falls apart more. The harder I try to get my shyt together the worse things get ... Maybe if I just let my life completely fall apart and break my mind, body and spirit maybe shyt will finally work for me and i can finally find that magical thing called happy. My only saving grace is I have a job. Although the having a job thing is kewl and great and all... my body cant handle it though.. Driving 8 hours a day in NY traffic takes a nasty toll on you. I don't know how cab drivers do it. I am in so much pain every day after work.

Other notes .. Looking for a place to live in the wrong side of the river... Otherwise known to New Yorkers lol as New Jersey.. SOOOOOO much cheaper then NY... Maybe ill Even join a friend of mine in either Pa or Nevada .. Or just drop off the planet and disappear to a whole new place where i dont know anyone. I just dont know yet ... I gotta wait to see if life is going to continue to kick my ass or let me find a sliver of happiness only time will tell i guess..

Well off to a mall .. time to find some clothes that actually fit .. maybe something for comic con in October ..
who knows