Just when I thought it cant possibly get any worse, low and behold the universe take more from me.. I am now I have no car. I really have nothing else to look forward to. I am now house bound .. It is ofical this was the biggest mistake of my life.. I have no fucking support system just consitsnt reminders that my family cant stand who I am. I was told that being single at my age means something is wrong with me. That im failed in New York cause my friends were using me. That my car was a mistake. So basically everything about me is wrong. Ladies and Gents my family. OOO to add insult to injury my grams is still in the hospital. The more they try to help me the worse it gets ... So I selpt for 2 nights ,... now no sleep for me anymore.. I just dont understand how much futhre i can fall ... I really have nothing left ... I have nothing left to lose ... but I am very sure that the universe will find something.. when she wants you to suffer she finds a way.
Time to go ... more isolation from these people here i go.
I am hoping my next blog will be happy thoughts
Time to go ... more isolation from these people here i go.
I am hoping my next blog will be happy thoughts
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only1doc:
think of it this way darlin, when you hit rock bottom there is only 1 way to go after that. Hope to hear some good news from you soon.
misa_blake:
Thank you .. Im keeping my finger and tores crossed for a tiny bit of good news