misa_blake

For the first time in a long time I stand up for myself. I speak up and express my feelings and it feels like I am being punished for it. I always thought that defending yourself was supposed to make things better. But some how it feels like I only made things worse for myself. I hope that my actions to make my life better don't cost me future promotions or worse my job.. I really am starting to question if I even have the fortitude to live my own life.. I have never felt so weak and defenseless in my life.. I am at a complete and utter loss.. Yaaay life and it handing my ass to me