mirkywaters

I haven't wrote much lately...umm...So, My trip to SF was rough getting started and getting home, but being there was great. I really missed alot of things. My girlfriend had a great time as well. I wished we had more time to spend there though. There was still so much I wanted to do and show her. Next time I guess. I told my ex, via email, that I couldn't meet her. No reason why, just short and simple, and in reply to a drink invite I went with the : "I am gonna have to pass." Haven't heard from her and I don't expect her to reply.... But yet I still hope she does. Why do I have to feel the way I do. I know we shouldn't be connected anymore and for the reason that, I wish we still were. But, I am healing. And I think that it would only be damaging if I was to see her in person. .
Maybe someday,... but not today.....