Is it fair to get involved with someone knowing that my lifestyle will most likely lead to its eventual end... I suppose I should explain... I travel quite a bit for work. Could be anywhere really but I do work quite a bit in RI. But I reside in Maine. Where I am trying to make my home. Well, that is where I met this woman that I mentioned in my previous journal whom wasn't into SG. Atleast I get the feeling that she wouldn't be. She doesn't exactly dig looking at hot naked chicks. Anyway, I already get the feeling that my being out of state all the time is starting to frustrate our relationship. I don't want to be lonley when I am home. But I feel that it is unfair to make someone else lonely when I am gone. What to do. What to do..... 
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the resolutions are going alright, minus the quitting smoking, haha. :/ i at least cleaned up my dorm room and organized everything. so so far, i'm proud!
and it was nice talking with you today. thank you- it made me feel better about a lot of things that are going on in my life right now.