mirima

I just got out of the hospital yesterday. I was in a mental hospital for six days. It was interesting, and most certainly not my first time, but now I'm speeding on meds, and just trying to become stable at this point. Gave my bosses a doctor's note today....they looked at me like I was going to go postal. I think people are intimidated by...
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Wow....its been a while.
I'm alive...not sure if thats a good thing.
The pain is back...to stay for awhile, I fear.
Hope all is well with everyone else.

So...these are some updates....
My computer died, so I haven't really been online much, which sucks. I've had no recent luck in the dating world, emily continues to be a fucking cunt, I'm overloaded with rehearsals for the next half of the year, my friends keep disappearing on me, I hurt my back, and I feel like I'm close to losing my job, my family...
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Why do I fall in love with every amazing girl who sends me the slightest bit of interest?

So...the new year is looking pretty good so far.
I am auditioning for the Springfield Symphony Orchestra next week, rehearsals for Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat are starting soon, I'm still doing the church choir thing, and I've been asked this past weekend to join a Morris group..I think I spelled that wrong, but its a dancing group...pretty folky, with bells and sticks.
My...
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Its almost the new year, and I don't really have any resolutions. I'm not really sure what my resolutions should be...I've never really made any, and if I have, I never actually did what I said I would do. Ok...so I guess I have my usual goals....get my lisence and a car, go back to school, get a better, full time job, get the hell...
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Merry Christmas!

Colin is coming over tomorrow!!!!!!
Ahhhh...omgomgomgomgomgomg....(continues with excited enthusiasm for the arrival of best friend, and screams like a little girl).
Oh yes, there will be hours of ultimate cuddlefest, and then there will be the D&D Christmas Party!!!! Yay!!!! So exciting. Nothing like a bunch of nerds celebrating Christmas in all its nerdiness. Bring on Vanthus, and the glowing glass dildo of power!!! Oh...
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I have dreams of dancing on a lake, watching the ripples in the water, under the moon. I have dreams of lying under the stars, somewhere out on top of a mountain...in early spring. I have dreams of falling from the sky, holding on, while we fall to the ground, the two of us. He expands my imagination, dreams of doing all these wonderful things....when...
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