I'm sick of being confused and hurt. So many people like me, and I feel for some, most not so much. I just wish my life wasn't so complicated. I wish I could just like one person, and be done with it. I know where my heart is leading me, but my head tells me it makes no sense, and to go for what does...
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aj_da_freak:
I went through a lot of the same emotions last summer that you ar going through. It took me to hit bottomn before I could reealize what was important in life and what I could attain. While I have no sage advice for you all I can say is it helped for me to find the simple pleasures that life could offer and focus on them. It seemed once I did that and I stopped worrying about everything else I couldn't control, life once again fell into place. You have a beautiful smile, keep moving forward. 
Why does everything go wrong at once? Lost my job, he's not coming to visit anymore, I've never felt so alone. I want to lay down and give up. I can't take this anymore.
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losty:
Lay down for a nap and then get back up. You cannot give up on yourself. You can make your own happiness.
Letter from Canada make you feel better?
Letter from Canada make you feel better?
metalphilia:
I understand that completely... I really do hope you start to feel better, dear. *hugs*
These past couple of days have sucked....so fucking much, I dearly want to kill myself.
Monday: Woke up fifteen minutes before I had to be at work, cause my alarm didn't go off. I had to get a ride. And later, had to walk home in the rain. While at work, I got reprimanded for asking too many questions. I just got a transfer, and...
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Monday: Woke up fifteen minutes before I had to be at work, cause my alarm didn't go off. I had to get a ride. And later, had to walk home in the rain. While at work, I got reprimanded for asking too many questions. I just got a transfer, and...
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deuteranopia:
The state of unavailability also extends to relationships occurring over several thousands of miles. I appreciate the sentiment, though. I still totally want to be on you.
giggles:
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Sat at my best friend's side at the funeral today...his mother died Monday. I've known this family for thirteen years, and I'm at my best friend's house about three times a week...he lives five minutes away. His family is like my second family, and I love them as much as my own. Its been an incredibly hard week for all of us, and I was...
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giggles:
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losty:
May all family and friends find solace in this time of grief.
It doesn't matter where my heart is leading me at the moment, cause he's coming to visit whether or not I'm ready for him...and I will melt, and probably spontaneously combust when I see him. Something tells me this is the direction I should be going...this is good for me, its safe, its home. I know it doesn't make much sense, what with him living...
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deuteranopia:
Hmm? How so?
deuteranopia:
You like that, did you? I use that line so people can't make "I just came from your mom's house" jokes, though I thought it fitting here, too.
It seems, now that my heart is open, I keep easily developing crushes on people I've never met. So, I'm thinking either I need to close my heart again, or figure out a way not to be easy...considering I mostly think with my vagina.
I don't know what my heart is telling me to do. It seems to be pointing me in so many different...
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giggles:
sorry
I'm not labeling myself anymore...you could say I'm...happily confused.
mydogfarted:
well, as long as you're happy. 
So, here's a story....
A while back, an old friend of mine called me up to talk...we had lost track of each other, and he lives about two hours away, so we chatted for a bit. He told me he had a girlfriend. So he asks if I want to have a threesome with him and his girlfriend. This is the first guy I ever...
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A while back, an old friend of mine called me up to talk...we had lost track of each other, and he lives about two hours away, so we chatted for a bit. He told me he had a girlfriend. So he asks if I want to have a threesome with him and his girlfriend. This is the first guy I ever...
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giggles:
wow
Epic D&D tonight! I got the first one hit kill of the night...so proud of myself...and I wasn't asleep. I'm known throughout my party as the narcoleptic gnome...and I think I spelled that wrong.
We got lots of footage....there will be epic videos...proof of tonight's epicness!
I have fallen for someone I met on SG. He's coming to visit and meet me for the first...
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We got lots of footage....there will be epic videos...proof of tonight's epicness!
I have fallen for someone I met on SG. He's coming to visit and meet me for the first...
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