mirima's SuicideGirls Blog

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Dec 12, 2010

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feyne:

Thank you so much for the lovely words on my testimonial section, how sweet you are Mademoiselle Mirima. xx

F.

Dec 8, 2010

robotclash:

Kitties!

Dec 11, 2010

I took a walk today with an old friend. The air was cold and bitter, and nipped at my exposed nose. I came back in and had cereal, and watched a movie.

I'm thinking about cleaning my room today, and clearing a space to do yoga. I need exercise.

I need more motivation to find a job. I need to finish my resume. I need...
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giggles:

i have me tea and a book, but never seem to get to read it

Dec 6, 2010

I'm tired of living a lie.
I'm tired of pretending to be someone I'm not. Someone recently told me I was living a lie, pretending to be someone else, to live a life that wasn't mine, as if I was trying to impress someone. Why should I change who I am to suit someone else?
I'm tired of being pushed around. I'm not the girl...
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aprilcot:

Reading this sounds just like something I would say or write!! I've learned and grown too and pretty much I live for me now. I've also just basically given up on finding a man...lol! Hope you stay your path because you deserve it all for YOU!

Dec 3, 2010

giggles:

hug

Dec 4, 2010

I've finally done something good for myself.
This whole week I have so much music to look forward to. Tonight is our first rehearsal with Kevin Rhodes, the conductor of the Springfield Symphony Chorus. It should be a great rehearsal. Tomorrow I have an audition for Camelot, and hopefully I get in, we'll see. Thursday I have a rehearsal with my church choir, Friday another...
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giggles:

yay

Nov 30, 2010

robotclash:

Great news! I'm glad things are looking up for you.

Dec 2, 2010

I'm done fighting for things that aren't worth my effort. I've set myself up for disappointment too many times.

I'm not going to NY this weekend. Things have happened that has inhibited my ability to have a relationship in 3D. I will retreat into my hole and sit in the darkness until this feeling of heartbreak passes. Dramatic, yes...but necessary sometimes....to feed into my own...
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serpentworship:

Yeah I think most people are flakes in general, so I wouldn't let it surprise you too much. The trick is finding those rare gems who are truly worth a shit. (And believe me, they're rare as hell.)

Anyway, part of the chorus in a symphony, eh? Sounds nice. What pieces are you guys performing? (My personal two fave composers are Wolfgang Mozart (specifically for his unfinished Requiem Mass) and my all-time favorite, Krzysztof Penderecki.)

Nov 29, 2010

serpentworship:

Cool - do you guys ever do any atonal stuff?

Nov 29, 2010

This week I will be preparing for my New York trip. My friend and I leave Saturday morning. I know Thanksgiving comes before that, but I'm looking too far forward into the future to even think about all that food, and warmth, and family. My head is already in New York, on Long Island...with that man, who...well, made me think a lot about what I...
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giggles:

new york new york is now stuck in my head

Nov 21, 2010

giggles:

we have one of those stores near by I need to get me some kick ass boots there

Nov 17, 2010

I need some inspiration. I'm suffering from writers block and lack of motivation. I was motivated to do my chores, but not motivated enough to write. I'm just sitting at my computer, posed and ready to write, but my mind won't flow the way it usually does. Everything I put on the page is utter crap. I think I need a muse.
Anyone wanna be...
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