I wish I hadn't royally fucked up with the girl I had been dating...Jen. She was utterly amazing. Perfect for me. I miss her. I miss touching her, and cuddling with her, and holding her hand. She liked me, and cared about me, and didn't judge me. She was such a catch, and I totally fucked up. I just wish I could be what we... Read More
Subspace for me is kind of euphoric. I'm aware of my surroundings, but not really there. I can take severe amounts of pain. One night, we were playing at a public dungeon we used to go to a lot. I was completely lost in subspace. Another domme walked past and khoos offered to let her use me. She said she was afraid of hurting me. khoos laughed at her.
So, today I was supposed to sleep over my girlfriend's house, and fucking rock her world, since its our anniversary, and she's moving on Monday, but instead my stomach decided it hated me and my life, and I got sick while I was with her and had to go home early. I sincerely hope I'm better by... Read More
So the girl I was seeing just rejected me in a text message, because I'm indecisive about what I want. She's right though, I don't know what I want, and I'm not ready for a relationship, and I can't promise her that I would be loyal, because I'm not ready for that kind of commitment...and I've voiced this fear before. Anyway, I'm not hurt, and... Read More
Well....if you're not hurt and you're not sad about it...it sounds like it was the right choice for both of you. Here's to bigger and better adventures. Hugs!
I'm not sure why so many people want me right now, or why so many people find me attractive. I'm not sure what I exude. I'm not sure why I am so desirable. However...I won't lie, I kinda like the attention. Its definitely an ego booster, and doesn't hurt my self esteem. Actually...I feel pretty good about it. No, I can't possibly be with everyone... Read More
I agree with creamcuffs - I think you should just settle back and enjoy it. It is a lovely feeling to feel pretty and desirable. Too often we feel just the opposite. Have fun with it and smile.
I need a door...with a lock...to keep "people" out of my room, and out of my stuff.
And when I say "people", I mean my bitch of a teenage sister.
This is what I get for living with my parents.
At least I found some new doors to open to a new life.
I'm feeling oddly happy lately for no reason at all.
Its a... Read More
Congrats to demon11942 for kicking in a door at work, and being totally badass! You totally made my entire day by sounding so incredibly happy...it was nice to hear you that way for once. And, I was so excited for you, I woke up the entire house. I'm going to go hide under a shell right now.
im working on a series, a body of work that i could show in a gallery with one concise artist statement. they happen to involve food cuz that's just how it all started and i realized it was a great way to play with emotions
Hugs!