These past couple of days have sucked....so fucking much, I dearly want to kill myself.
Monday: Woke up fifteen minutes before I had to be at work, cause my alarm didn't go off. I had to get a ride. And later, had to walk home in the rain. While at work, I got reprimanded for asking too many questions. I just got a transfer, and I hardly know what I'm doing at my new job, and they reprimand me for not retaining enough information. After walking home in the rain, I go to my friend's mother's memorial service, where I am surrounded by people I hardly know. The only nice thing about the evening was sitting with my dear mother. When my friend drove me home, as usual, acted like an asshole...its all about Steve, its such a one sided friendship. I had enough, and confronted him, which wasn't a good thing. Later, I had another confrontation with another friend of mine, cause he's being emo, and I went to bed with a sick feeling in my stomach.
Tuesday: This morning I was supposed to get together with a friend to have breakfast, but he couldn't make it cause his car died. So I biked to work in the rain. During break, I was called into the manager's office, because apparently I had angered two customers before my break, and I was being written up for it. This is my third write up, my other two were from my other store. Two more write ups, and I'm fired. So I quit...thought I would beat them to the punch. And then had to ride home in the rain, once again. Then I find out my best friend from my rehearsal won't be there tonight. And also, Brian, whom I met on here, and whom I'm supposed to meet on Saturday, will probably not be coming to visit this week, because he's getting sick, and I have no money.
Yes, today has officially sucked. And I want to die!
Monday: Woke up fifteen minutes before I had to be at work, cause my alarm didn't go off. I had to get a ride. And later, had to walk home in the rain. While at work, I got reprimanded for asking too many questions. I just got a transfer, and I hardly know what I'm doing at my new job, and they reprimand me for not retaining enough information. After walking home in the rain, I go to my friend's mother's memorial service, where I am surrounded by people I hardly know. The only nice thing about the evening was sitting with my dear mother. When my friend drove me home, as usual, acted like an asshole...its all about Steve, its such a one sided friendship. I had enough, and confronted him, which wasn't a good thing. Later, I had another confrontation with another friend of mine, cause he's being emo, and I went to bed with a sick feeling in my stomach.
Tuesday: This morning I was supposed to get together with a friend to have breakfast, but he couldn't make it cause his car died. So I biked to work in the rain. During break, I was called into the manager's office, because apparently I had angered two customers before my break, and I was being written up for it. This is my third write up, my other two were from my other store. Two more write ups, and I'm fired. So I quit...thought I would beat them to the punch. And then had to ride home in the rain, once again. Then I find out my best friend from my rehearsal won't be there tonight. And also, Brian, whom I met on here, and whom I'm supposed to meet on Saturday, will probably not be coming to visit this week, because he's getting sick, and I have no money.
Yes, today has officially sucked. And I want to die!
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