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So, it's a new year, which I must acknowledge like everyone else.

2008 SUCKED, but New Years' Eve was just grand.

Chris and I stayed in The Hotel Providence:


Then we ate at Aspire, in which I had the best dinner of my life and got trashed off champagne by 9PM:


Then we saw the Mighty Mighty Bosstones play their New Years' Eve show at Lupo's Heartbreak Hotel and it was AMAZING. Such a good show. And a midnight countdown to remember. Anyway, that was the fun part, now back to reality.

Negative stuff about '08 (the year of failure):
-I continued to remain in a verbally abusive relationship much longer than I should have.
-I got kicked out of my on-campus sorority.
-I failed all of my classes in the fall semester.
-I plummeted into the worst debt I've experienced so far.
-I gained 15 pounds and lost my love for fitness, nutrition and health.
-I got fired multiple jobs, very good ones that could have been key to my career and debt situation.
-Depression got the best of me.

Positive stuff about '08:
-Ink :-)
-Self-discovery, and living more daringly-- doing everything I've always wanted to do no matter what anyone thinks.
-Became involved (obsessed) with SG.
-Finding Chris-- without him I'd probably have given up on everything by now. He makes an honest effort every day to remind me that I'm not the world's biggest fuck-up and that I deserve to be happy.

What I want to accomplish in 2009:
-Become more fit so that I can have more energy, find my love for being active again, lose 20 pounds.
-Be less of a douchebag to my family. They put up with a lot.
-Do well in school next semester.
-Learn how to TAKE CARE OF MYSELF.
-Become an SG :-) shoot more sets, become a better model.
-Find a good job. Not get fired.
-Become debt-free by summer.
-Be more emotionally stable.
-Be happy.

...Phew.