mira77

Back in work after a nice long Christmas break, back to the hell I left a week back. It's one of those, just when you felt better about something you're dropped straight back into in. I'm hoping things will improve, there was some attempted communication between myself and my nemesis through Christmas cards before the break which I was quite unhappy about but I hope that attempt will be the last. The fact is that I've given up and just want to continue on a day to day basis without having to deal with her. She still has this issue where she cannot accept that someone dislikes her, she still believes that she should be treated the same as anyone else no matter how many times I make it clear that she treated me like crap for 2 years and expects me to treat her in the same way I treat my best friend. Life doesn't work that way. You hurt me to that magnitude and I don't want to know you anymore and you certainly shouldn't expect me to like you anymore! But still, she won't let it lie, she's now using work as a hook to continuely real me back into the situation. Everytime I think I'm out, she drags me back in again. I'm hoping she'll get the idea soon and just realise that I'm not worth this constant attention so I can carry on.

And now for music,


I love this just to watch Paz Lenchantin on bass, especially when she fixes her hair

Fingers crossed I sleep tonight, anxeity dreams all week have kept me awake, although one did inviolve sex with Lady Gaga, God only knows why!