Realised today that I have 2 accounting exams in about 3 weeks time and I don't have a clue what I'm doing. I've been so switched off recently because of all the crap I completly forgot about them and they've arrived alot quicker than I thought! I think the worst thing is I don't really care! Anyway, this just about explains my mood...
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comixbookgurl:
Nice!
Everynow and again I seem to get a massive hate for George Lucas and his piss poor character developments! Anyone else?
What brought this on? Searching through Youtube and decided to watch the jedi fight at the end of Phantom Menace (yep, the only good bit). You watch it and can't help but feel that if Darth Maul was given more screen time he would...
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What brought this on? Searching through Youtube and decided to watch the jedi fight at the end of Phantom Menace (yep, the only good bit). You watch it and can't help but feel that if Darth Maul was given more screen time he would...
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comixbookgurl:
you are not alone!
Christ, I think I'm just getting tired of being let down by people I really like. I put everything in these relationships and I get nothing back but pain and disappointment. Wow, am I that horrible a person to deserve this! Guess so
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mira77:
Thanks Cadavre, hope you're keeping well. Loved your last shoot, looking forward to more 
mira77:
Thanks Comixbookgurl, means alot to me Glad someone out there likes me 
Glad someone out there likes me Just got back from a little weekend break in London. Popped down to see the NFL game. Denver Bronco's playing the 49ers. Great game in the end. Lot's of sightseeing and walking and drinking. Nice few days all in all. Now back to work tomorrow and all the shit that has to throw at me. Got to meet HR tomorrow to discuss my future counselling....
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myraphim:
Hallo darlin'. I was happy to see and accept the friend request. <3 Sorry life still sounds a bit stressful. I hope they approve the counseling for you!
Ever feel like you're not living but just existing? Everyday is the same kind of routine. The only reason you wake is because you have to because someone higher than you tells you that you have to go to work and the only thing you do at night at home is get ready for the next day at work...yet you can't break out of the...
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magearwig:
I have my wife to blame for waking me up every day. Besides her, my kids, music and booze, life is one monotonous blur of days and nights. There has to be more than this.
I've become somewhat affected by the the breakdown in this world surrounding religions. I've come to the idea that there are too many relgions in this word, each teaching conflicting ideas, leading to dispute and wars.
I've thought long and hard about this and the only idea I can come up with is to adopt the newly created Squirral religion. It seems the only way...
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I've thought long and hard about this and the only idea I can come up with is to adopt the newly created Squirral religion. It seems the only way...
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cadavre:
haha thank you dear. ♥
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rayo:
; )
2:50 in the morning, just poured a glass of red. Getting through my 3rd bottle. Work in 6 hrs or less, actually, awake in 5.
Why am I sharing this, I have no idea, just a random blog. Happy though, which makes a massive change considering the recent hell. A friend I made on facebook from a while back sent me a heart in one...
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Why am I sharing this, I have no idea, just a random blog. Happy though, which makes a massive change considering the recent hell. A friend I made on facebook from a while back sent me a heart in one...
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eroticgeek:
I think you could be a pretty awesome friend, so I see why you got those lovely Facebook gifts. Do not be so hard on yourself.
mira77:
Speaking of awesome friends I can't thank you enough for always being there. When you've beat yourself over the head for 18 months convincing yourself you're nothing it's hard to recognise anything. Thanks for your help.
Btw, hope the convention was a great time
Btw, hope the convention was a great time
Just had Thomson the cat throw himself at my Telecaster while being chased by Willow and then look at me as if to say "Why the hell is that there?"
Managed to get through the working week in one piece...no small feat at this time! Mediation is all set for Monday afternoon. Just what you need for a Monday, sitting in a small room for 2 hours discussing your feelings. The following working week should be fun!
Still, got through work this week without taking time off which is a massive bonus as I'm running...
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Still, got through work this week without taking time off which is a massive bonus as I'm running...
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marieface:
Word.
annalee:
Nice kitties 
Ball starts rolling again on mediation. Finally got a phone call today to set up another seesion. This is apparently the dreaded long one! The one to discuss how things broke down over the past 18 months. I want it done and out of the way but the mediator tried to talk me out of it, she's scared I'll hear alot of things that I...
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mira77:
Thanks for the kind words. It'll certainly be interesting if it ever happens. Heard from them again today and they're tyring to put me off the idea! So I just told them how I felt about it all and left it with them to decide how to handle it. They're the professionals in the end! Hope you have a great time at the convention
cadavre:
Astrid throws a huge fit everytime...chews on the jacket and the bat winfs...he's a tard. But he gets LOTS of treats whenever I force him into it. He likes the jacket once it's actually on. We're very happy Nugget went to a loving home and will no longer be eating my underwear
Disappointed today. Obviously mediation isn't working the way it should. I was asked by work to register with a local college to do a computer course, something I've been pushing for a long time. Just something to put on my CV more than anything else. As it turned out my nemesis wasn't invited onto this and so went running to HR to make sure she...
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eroticgeek:
That is awful about the squirrels. I hope you get revenge for the furry ones! Sorry things are not working out with mediation. Some things aren't meant to be. Just focus on yourself. That is all that matters. At least you get some additional training which could be very beneficial in the future for this job and perhaps a new one later on. So good luck with it. Keep your head high and rock out to some more awesome music. It truly does feed the soul! *hugs*
Sorry things are not working out with mediation. Some things aren't meant to be. Just focus on yourself. That is all that matters. At least you get some additional training which could be very beneficial in the future for this job and perhaps a new one later on. So good luck with it. Keep your head high and rock out to some more awesome music. It truly does feed the soul! *hugs*Got a phone call from the mediators today to check up on how I'm doing. Seriously cracked me up. I was nearly roaring with laughter down the phone. The whole conversation was filled with comments like "Are you saying hello in the morning...yes!....congratulations, that's so strong of you.....and are you saying goodbye when you leave...yes!....wow, things are going so well, you're so fantastic". I just...
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eroticgeek:
I absolutely loved your analogy for the situation. So vivid and hilarious! Not the situation itself, just the elf references and such *giggles*
sweetkc:
You're funny!