Work is good, i had a great day yesterday! Made my first department sale, which made me super excited. I want to do well, i want to move up, i want to make the Manager that hooked this all up happy she did it!
I want, I want, I want.. ewww lol
During all this excitment i also want to hide... i have so much on my mind, and no rational way of sorting it out. I think im the type of person that bites off more then they can chew, right now my mouth is full... my jaw is tired... and im not sure whether i should spit it out, or keep trying to get it down.
someone told me yesterday that "you take the hardest punches" I do, and i am.. mostly from myself though.
Oh!! and from gay boy pole dancers!
The song i have on repeat today is...
I want, I want, I want.. ewww lol
During all this excitment i also want to hide... i have so much on my mind, and no rational way of sorting it out. I think im the type of person that bites off more then they can chew, right now my mouth is full... my jaw is tired... and im not sure whether i should spit it out, or keep trying to get it down.
someone told me yesterday that "you take the hardest punches" I do, and i am.. mostly from myself though.
Oh!! and from gay boy pole dancers!
The song i have on repeat today is...
Work on sorting things out piece by piece, realize what you can handle now and swallow that, realize what you can't handle now because there is really no way until certain circumstances arise and spit that out. You're good, you got this.
Stop punching yourself, take a deep breath and relax a little.
Gay men and poles...I don't get it