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minxtamer

Interior Alaska, now living in NM

Member Since 2005

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Monday Jul 18, 2005

Jul 18, 2005
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Ok, I figured out how to do it.
I knew it would be in there somewhere.

Well it is the beginning of week 7 and week 8 is all about the finals. Although I am not sure what I am going to take next term, I wonder if accounting is harder than algebra?

I have seen several of the journals with little surveys or questionaires that is not a bad way to get to know someone. I think that everyone has alot of interesting things in their head and just don't want to share them.

Essay question------
You have the ability to change one thing in your life past or present. What would it be?
What kind of changes do you think it would make to your life and the people around you?

I guess my mom just cut me out of her life for good. She turned over executiveship of her will to the guy who lived with us when he was young. I have considered him my brother for many years....she also gave the church that she goes to the house and everything in it when she and my dad die.
I wonder what it would be like to have a mom that thinks I am the shit. A mom that loves me and is proud of me no matter how I fuck up.
There are alot of other things that she has done to make sure I understand that I am not part of her. I was an only child and am not by any means spoiled. I mean she used to buy my b-day presents and christmas presents at yardsales.

Don't get me wrong, I have a wonderful life. I found a woman that loves me more than her own life, she gave me 3 beautiful kids as a precious gift and we raised them to be honest, independent thinking people. I wouldn't change my life since 1977 for anything.
But there is still a hole.
On top of that my dad is adopted, he was born in the indian hospital in OK. I have never known my family on his side. I have a whole heritage that neither I nor my kids will ever experience.

OK OK OK enough fuckin sniveling. Life, for me, is fantastic and is not to be wasted on shit I can't change.
Anyone wanna go mudboggin with me?
Met me in the Shaw creek flats and lets mudbog, bonfire, drink Jackk/coke and get trashed and sing Norse drinking songs!
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1stxer:
I think that too about my childrens mom .. she gave me the most precious gifts in life.
Jul 24, 2005
rosa:
Essay question------
You have the ability to change one thing in your life past or present. What would it be?
What kind of changes do you think it would make to your life and the people around you?

I don't think I would change anything from my past...I whole heartedly believe in DESTINY. I think our lives play out a certain way for a reason...we do things and meet certain people at specific times in our lives that shape our future. Yes, I have dabbled a little in the occult...I guess you can say it runs in the family...my mom's side of the family that is. When I was 15 I knew what the future had in store for me, but I just shrugged it off whatever ...But, a few years later it was like deja vu.... eeek
I have a wonderful husband and a beautiful son, and I have met some long lasting friends along the way...and the scary part is that I knew my hubby's name and where I was going to meet him when I was 15!!!
surreal
Jul 29, 2005

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