minusblindfold70

I'm bored and lost. I can't seem to figure out what I want to do with my life. I see dead ends every idea I get. I think that eveyone is against me. I'm trying to get my shit straight. I'm venting like a mother fucker right now. Sometimes I just wish I could start my life over and erase my past. I realize that I am my own worst enemy. Nobody else to blame. I need to see life for what life is. And I need to live for me. and my family. But most importantly me. Because people aren't always going to be there for me. I need to just be myself and be open when I'm pissed or when I'm happy. I can't fucking hold back.