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God damn i hate this time of year. Looks like i'll be spending it with my old friend BUD(wiser). I feel like nailing the door shut, and drinking till there's a party. But anyway i hope everyone else has a better holiday.

I woke up this morning feeling completely suicidal. I don't understand cause there was nothing to trigger it. Maybe it's the holidays, Or maybe it's just that my life has been reduced to a pile of shit.

i've realized that my strongest attraction to women are there eyes. if i looked deep enough into them i sometimes think i can see or read there inner thoughts. i haven't figured out if this a blessing or a curse. but either way i'm still stongly attacked to beautiful eyes. at times it seems to consume my every thought and takes me to different world.

Being a lonley drunk is the only way to be drunk. There's nothing better than fighting with youself. The only problem is i always lose. Someday i will come victourious. Until then i'll just keep on keepin on.

What a perfect world it would be if nobody had to work. If we all servived via trading. If you got to do what you liked when you liked and then just traded you skill. But alas this is not so. I guess we can dream or just move to an island where these things actually exist,everyone would be su much happier.(this was all brought...
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Today is like all the rest boring as hell. It feels like i'm in the movie Groundhogs Day. Wake up the same time, go get coffee,smoke alot,get on computer,go to work,come home,get on computer again,drink way too much then go to bed. How can i break the cycle?

I'm tired of having dreams where its my day off and I have a whole day planned to do whatever i want. Then i wake the hell up and i have to go to work it just make the day seem like it's just taking forever. Why can't we all be suspended in a dream state where you can control everything around you and do...
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did ya ever have one of those days when everything just seems right, well thats my day so far. it's not very often that i wake up in a good mood but today is just perfect and i don't know why, but damn it feels so nice for once.

this just might be the dumbest thing i ever thought about, but i was trying to figure out how popcorn came about, i mean how in the hell did they think to pop it and who are they. my brain is in overdrive and when this happens i get an onslaught of thoughts and ideas and they usually get wasted or forgotten but this one...
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wish i never woke up today. its my only day off and there and shit to do .i got in my car and just drove. i ended up at a music store so i picked up some music that ended up being the sound track for the day. Most precious blood. then on the way home there was nothing but assholes out driving going like...
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