It seems like things are starting look up. The past couple of days have actually been good ones. The cold is slowly going away which just meens before i know it the sun will be shinning everyday.
I always get clouded in the winter. It's almost like i hibernate.
I changed my pic, it's a pic of a locust shedding his shell. A friend took... Read More
Last night was insane. I had a dream of the end of the world. It all started with this living dead on a horse who was stalking out and killing everyone. Me and a couple of friends had seen this so we for some reason we choose to play dead in the snow,everything was cool until i started to weez from smoking too much which... Read More
I always thought that b-days were supposed to be goods days. Then why the hell is mine starting off so shitty.
Fuck it i'm gonna do whatever i can to make this a good day, i just hope i can find someone to take me out tonight(being that my car doesn't work) otherwise i'm gonna have to drink at least 28 beers by myself tonight.... Read More
As the days go on the worse things keep getting. i don't know what i did to deserve this shit. Slowly my life is turning to shit. I know i should go out but i have no will to do anything. When i go to sleep at night i pray that i don't wake up in the morning. I need to talk but can't remember... Read More
I could say the same on some days...its freezing cold, i have no one to have a decent conversation with, i cant get motivated to use the degree i have and get the job i want...too busy wishing the sun would stay out longer and that i could understand what the fuck guys expect from girls..i enjoy sleeping the best..sometimes my dreams are much better than reality
i am sending some kisses
I can't fucking wait till Sunday. I'm getting myself the best b-day present one could get. I'm finally gonna get my throat tattooed. I need this pain(pleasure) more than ever.
I'm in search of people to hang with in the Philly area the only problem is that i work alot and late. Which makes it really hard to meet people. I think what it comes down to is that i will remain a stranger in a strange land.
HELP
there's nothin like waking up to day off and having the next day off too. To bad the next day off is for a funeral. But i guess every good thing must come to an end sometime.
I think i finally had the shits with living in the burbs. I'm seriously considering movin to Philly every time i go there i feel at home. I suppose the first thing i should do is look for a job, the only problem is that i enjoy where i work at know. It would be too long of a drive to drive back and forth... Read More
sometimes i think that i'll move out into the middle of nowhere--some place with more cows than people and one run down bar. then i think that if i did that i'd die.
I have to go to the doctor today to see if the bone in my hand is broke. This would be the worst thing that could happen cause if it is, i'm out of work for a little while (no hand means no tattooing). the last time i felt pain like this i had broken my collar bone. Lets just hope i don't have to... Read More