Friday Jan 02, 2004

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What a fucking day!

I just found out that me and my girl broke up but she neglected to tell me about it. This shit can't be real who the hell breaks up with someone and doesn't fucking tell them. I'm completely numb to this shit right now but tomorrow the realality of it will hit me. mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad
lagmy:
Sorry to hear 'bout your girl. sounds like high school all over again . . .

Where are you at? I'm up near Buffalo (an hour east of there), just to make sure you don't think I'm near the city.

I teach classes on Tuesday nights, Mondays is prep, but usually thursdays through Sunday nights are open to skate. No real set times, we just kinda head over. I work a 9-5er during the week, so Day sessions are out, unfortunately. there's some big parks in our area too:

http://www.scuffskates.com/
http://www.xdreamspark.com/
and of course the shop: http://www.krudco.com . . . hahahh.
lagmy:
that'd be about 6.5 hours to get up here. the ramp is good, but I don't know if it's that good! ahhaha. and I know there's a few sick parks down that way now.

I pop into philly every now and again, I'm from harrisburg originally. I'll let you know if I head that way . . .

Friday Jan 02, 2004

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Finally things are looking bright. If the rest of the year keeps moving in this direction things will be great. I've decided to be positive about unpositive situations and just live for me for once. No one will hold me back any longer. I truly feel happy for a change. even if there is a storm all around me.
tracyramone:
That is wonderful to hear!! Stay optimistic!!

Tuesday Dec 30, 2003

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Decisions we must make sometimes make us act to soon. I wish things were easier, but there not. I must choose to stay or go. Mind you that i spent years trying to get close to this person. This is one of the hardest things i've ever had to do. One day everything is so good it seems like forever. Then the next it seems...
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hj:
The less things change, the more they remain the same. much luck.
tracyramone:
i hope you had a good new years!! kiss

Friday Dec 26, 2003

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Did you ever have one of those weeks where everything just goes wrong. This seems to be my week. Part of me wants to just explode on any human in sight and the other part of me just wants to push it all aside. Sometimes i just wish i were a dog or something that way i wouldn't have to deal with shit like this.
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grey:
i'm sorry your week has been poo. sounds like my week before this one. my advice is alcohol. and that thing about exploding on a random person.
jj_r0x0rz:
i hate when weeks get like that...sometimes i always just end up getting drunk and rolling off a hill on my skateboard... then i think i am really stupid and my week gets a lil better....

hope things get better! kiss

~>da azn mohican

Wednesday Dec 24, 2003

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God damn i hate this time of year. Looks like i'll be spending it with my old friend BUD(wiser). I feel like nailing the door shut, and drinking till there's a party. But anyway i hope everyone else has a better holiday.
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tracyramone:
i had a great holiday - first time in a long time I could say that!

Need a drinking buddy?
brogan:
the having2 be nice 2people i dont like makes me dislike xmas, oh if only i could tell them what i really thought blackeyed

xoxox skull

Tuesday Dec 23, 2003

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I woke up this morning feeling completely suicidal. I don't understand cause there was nothing to trigger it. Maybe it's the holidays, Or maybe it's just that my life has been reduced to a pile of shit. skull skull skull
tracyramone:


Hang in there hun!! Life is just crappy - been proven a million times over! kiss to ya!
azrael_abyss:
Holiday's do this to a lot of people. Just hang in there, it will pass and things will get better. kiss

Monday Dec 22, 2003

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i've realized that my strongest attraction to women are there eyes. if i looked deep enough into them i sometimes think i can see or read there inner thoughts. i haven't figured out if this a blessing or a curse. but either way i'm still stongly attacked to beautiful eyes. at times it seems to consume my every thought and takes me to different world.
clara:
It would make more sense if you were "attracted" to beautiful eyes, but I suppose the really stunning ones could "attack" you in a way.
smile

Sunday Dec 21, 2003

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Being a lonley drunk is the only way to be drunk. There's nothing better than fighting with youself. The only problem is i always lose. Someday i will come victourious. Until then i'll just keep on keepin on.
rxqueen:
i'd much rather be alone when i'm drunk.
people are lame.

Friday Dec 19, 2003

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What a perfect world it would be if nobody had to work. If we all servived via trading. If you got to do what you liked when you liked and then just traded you skill. But alas this is not so. I guess we can dream or just move to an island where these things actually exist,everyone would be su much happier.(this was all brought...
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hj:
true that. (im trying to think what skill i would have to offer people)

Tuesday Dec 16, 2003

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Today is like all the rest boring as hell. It feels like i'm in the movie Groundhogs Day. Wake up the same time, go get coffee,smoke alot,get on computer,go to work,come home,get on computer again,drink way too much then go to bed. How can i break the cycle?
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finch:
hmmmmmm....take like a little mini-trip or something? road trips are fun, even if they're only for like 2 days.
tracyramone:
sounds like my days - when you find a cure let me in on it!

Monday Dec 15, 2003

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I'm tired of having dreams where its my day off and I have a whole day planned to do whatever i want. Then i wake the hell up and i have to go to work it just make the day seem like it's just taking forever. Why can't we all be suspended in a dream state where you can control everything around you and do...
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Saturday Dec 13, 2003

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did ya ever have one of those days when everything just seems right, well thats my day so far. it's not very often that i wake up in a good mood but today is just perfect and i don't know why, but damn it feels so nice for once.
silencenoir:
Yeah it happens from time to time, great feeling.
Good for you. smile
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