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i don't update.
things dont' go well.

excellent christmas at home with my parents. pleasently quiet new year.
safe trip back to america.

but....
lost my job, [barnes and noble have some new policy against facial pericing and being that don't work all that often, and don't get paid much, i'm pretty much out. because you know, i was hired this way, with peircings and...
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[Nov. 25th, 2006|08:58 am]
[ noise? | the distillers. ]

note to self:
1. i hate josh homme. i like queens of the stone age. but i dispise that man for being with brody dale. the relationship between brody dale and tim armstrong was the most perfect thing ever, and i hat. e the bastard who stands in the way of that.
2. develop some...
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[Nov. 25th, 2006|05:19 am]
i just wrote my weekly email to my parents. it was enjoyable, i wrote about thanksgiving and horror movies. i feel like that might be the topic of this email. movies.
in the past week i've watched:

The Little Mermaid.
Mission Impossible 3.
Brokeback Mountain.
Hostel.
Jarhead.
For Your Consideration

Katie loaned me Hostel a while ago, and i have been...
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[Nov. 19th, 2006|09:50 pm]
I woke up this morning, [which was really this afternoon] and I didn't want to get out bed.
I didn't want to get up because I realise that every time I get out of bed, I end up making some kind of weird drama in my life, in my friend's lives. Pretty much everyday.

I got up, I made eggs and...
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i dyed my hair black.
i did it in stages.
nicole did the top half, and then we ran out of hair dye, and she ran out of motivation.
and then katie did the bottom half.

it's cool, i generally like having black hair.

i straightened it a couple days ago, and i didn't want to wash it, because you know...straightening is a fucking big...
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i get more disenchanted more easily than anyone i know.
i called my mom last night, i guess that's the real plus of having your family on the otherside of the world, when you fall apart at 330 in the morning you can call your mom, and it's a perfectly decent time to do so.
it's always good to talk to her, it's good to...
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this is what i would like to call a break from some very productive studying.
i have pretty much got the just under half of my comm. information under control.
i have also found rachel and my old mix cd's, which is a really great time, it makes me realise how much i miss getting mail from her. rachel is the last word in awesome....
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i got an email from stuart this morning, another email, it made me inexplicably happy. i miss him so much. right now more than i have in a really long time.
i was reading it and i was overwhelmingly happy but crying. and i don't know why at all. just don't know why.
he talked about how happy is to get emails from me, and...
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so i think tonight i managed to acheive what so many people, so many girl people so often try to acheive.
i successfully crossed a very significant river. i completed a very sucessfulll mission.

it's that situation when you've got a really great friend, who you are undeniably attracted to, and want to be involved with, but at the same time, you don't want to...
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Spent much of the afternoon with Chris, probably had more cohesive converstation than ever before. I feel pretty shit about that whole situation. It's a perfect example of me being exactly the kind of person I don't like. It started off awkward and then got fun and then tapered off to really bad. I feel like a terrible person, and I should. I feel like...
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