Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

minispdrcr

Pabianice, Poland

Member Since 2004

Followers 44 Following 96

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Tuesday Apr 14, 2009

Apr 14, 2009
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
Why....why... Why is it that the girl I love with all my heart needs time away from me. I cant stop thinking about her, I lay here alone in bed, cold...wondering if she is thinking of me. I dont think this will end well, I dont think that we will be together after 7 years. Sure we had our troubles, but what relationship doesnt??? I am willing to work on things. I want her to know that I love her so much and she means everything to me and hope that I mean everything to her. We were supposed to get married in October, were looking to get a house...and wham, she wants a break to think if she wants to be ith me or not...

I wont even go into what happend on april 10th...

I just hope that it all ens well and that we will be together again. She mentioned in her blog that she cant comment on life...I wonder if its cause of me...how did I fuck up so bad to loose 7 years or love...


I love her...I love her so much...I am willing to change for her....do anyhing for her....

I want her back, I want her to realize she is my everything...

I hope after the break that we will be together forever.

Why do I always fuck things up...I dont even know what I did...DAMMIT, please.... frown frown frown
lillithvain:
Sometimes you don't do things that make people go away. Sometimes, it's just time and time is an ugly mistress.
Apr 14, 2009
minispdrcr:
I wish I could sleep...
Apr 14, 2009

More Blogs

  • 05.13.09
    3

    Wednesday May 13, 2009

    my pants wont stay on i need to go shopping...but on the upside hoo…
  • 05.12.09
    1

    Tuesday May 12, 2009

    happy day for me, lots and lots of good things YEY life is grand y…
  • 05.11.09
    0

    Monday May 11, 2009

    i just wish you could hear what i would have to tell you...but i cant…
  • 05.10.09
    1

    Sunday May 10, 2009

    hooray i am a new ref for the Oklahoma Victory Dolls roller derby tea…
  • 05.08.09
    2

    Saturday May 09, 2009

    Read More
  • 05.07.09
    1

    Thursday May 07, 2009

    woot...im going to get more piercings hehe message me if you want t…
  • 05.06.09
    2

    Thursday May 07, 2009

    damn....
  • 05.05.09
    2

    Tuesday May 05, 2009

    hooray I got a job in LA....i might be moving soon and leave this d…
  • 05.04.09
    1

    Monday May 04, 2009

    agh...i wish my dog was happy
  • 05.03.09
    1

    Sunday May 03, 2009

    i dont think i will ever be able to trust anyone again...

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
10
months
7
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,598 SuicideGirls
  • 1,116,465 followers
  • 14,938,177 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,438,131 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo