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If you don't love me by now.

Jan 21, 2017
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There was a time a few years ago when, for reasons I cannot fully comprehend still, I seemed to get very lucky in love. It felt like for a few years that if I fell for a girl somehow she also fell for me. Most of those relationships lasted a few months each, but they were all still very special to me and helped build my confidence.

After moving to Argentina I lost all of it. Not knowing Spanish was probably the killer. Not being able to flirt in the native language made things so much more difficult and I didn't date anyone for two years. The girl I did date, although she was Argentinian, spoke perfect English. But the thing is I can't rely on that.

I've never been the cutest cute in any room. So, for me I always had to count on my personality and sense of humor. I've worn glasses since I was 3 and from the years of 2000 to 2012 I put on about 50 lbs. Neither of these things worked in my favor.

But since moving to Buenos Aires I started dieting. I can't say how much weight I've lost because I don't actually bother checking, but I am getting much closer to my goal look. And this year I plan on getting lasik eye surgery. With these two things coming together at once I think I'll be able to get my confidence back. But what troubles me is that if these changes get me the kind of attention I think they might inside I'm going to be somewhat troubled. I feel like people should be able to be interested in me, not just my looks. I've read that this happens to a lot of people when they've lost significant amounts of weight. That it's still difficult to come to terms with your inner doubts.

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mattking5680:
I have also struggled in dating because of my looks. Once someone gets to know me, that seems to crack the ice. It’s getting to the point of getting to know someone that I have struggles in.
Feb 20, 2019
user052124137:
Spero che con questo nuovo cambiamento tu possa essere sicuro di te stesso e felice ❤️
Jul 2, 2019

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