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try not to get worried
try not to hold onto
problems that upset you
dont you know everythings all right
everythings fine
and i want you to sleep well tonight
close your eyes
close your eyes
close your eyes....
robotsatemyhair:
That's one of the loveliest songs from Jesus Christ Superstar.
eternal_sigh:
we are the world
the wicked world
...we're all going to hell

we're the world
the wicked world
we're all marching to hell

......how was the street fair?
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Everyone really needs to go be at the Abbot Kinney Street Fair today in Venice.
Today is going to be a fabulous day!
It has to be, i mean, its only the second day of the rest of my life!!! biggrin
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eternal_sigh:
if only my car didnt act up on me this morning.
mad

i'll have to drop by and get a facial (heh) when i'm up and running again.

hope you had fun out there with all those people in the sun. surreal
mercie:
I'm glad you're happy darling. Keep it that way. wink I'll be online later on bebe. hearts.
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Meow ow!

So, last night i found out i am going to be a godmother to my cousins baby! Im so thrilled! (see last entry)

Last night i also made plans with someone and didnt keep them. I got nervous and started watching theOC (it takes my brain away) and decided i just couldnt go. I mean, when a guy knows you've been sick for...
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radiofrank:
Good stuff! kiss
eternal_sigh:
leaving this site.

if you ever feel the need to chat or email (it's worth a shot), my email is:

lookonthebrightsidesuicide@yahoo.com

aol screen name: oceansidesuicide.

if not, enjoy your new job and have a beautiful life.

be strong.

late
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im back.
still hurting.
but now i have a fucking plan.

i will not cry over HIM anymore.

and i dont think i feel like dyin today because i for once actually have a plan im going to stick to.

Watch out Harbor College music deptartment for me this spring!!! Oh, and FUCK MUtHA FUCKIN EL CAMINO COLLEGE.
I want to go to a school,...
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mercie:
Save up your monies and come to MD. No halfway houses for you.

The thing with my categories is this... it doesn't matter if the first category would bring you drama, it's all just about how you want to be seen. If it doesn't break your heart to not have countless anonymous eyes upon you at all times, it's just not you. However, we are both that catergory three since we care so much what our loved ones think about us.

IM me lady. I heart you. xoxo
pyrate:
yay for a plan.
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goodbye everyone.

i may not return.

im sorry.
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hellomrworld:
we will miss you ... be good
metalmarna:
man, i wish you were stronger than this. it sucks to see you so easily torn by people who don't give two shits about you.

move on.

seriously, if you just mind your own and do what you gotta do for YOURSELF, those who really care for you will be coming out of the wood work begging for your friendship!


it ain't easy - but it beats bein' sleazy.

never give up.

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Holy fucking archive!!!

All these great girls, gone in one day???

Sita, Gillian, Voltaire, Apnea, Katie, Annabelle, Rapture, Molly, and Claudia, all in one day.
eeek eeek eeek eeek eeek eeek eeek eeek eeek
corroded_heart:
wow! I didn't know that. WTF is going on?
radiofrank:
'Tis a strange day, to say the least...
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I am trying with all my strength that i can muster to get thru this. I havent stopped crying in 3 days. Im to the point where i cant even talk about it anymore.



I will not make it into the 27 club at this rate. Im fucking terrified of what will happen to me next.. there is this part of my brain i serioulsy...
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jujubee:
ah. well. alcohol it is then.

Just kidding.

I really hope it does get better though. I have dealt with depression my whole life, I finally got off the pills and decided to work on it by myself. The only thing I could think to say that would help is to remember this: Life is so very much a roller coaster, the fall won't last forever and it is SO worth it to work through it to get to those dizzying heights (and to quote Homer S. creamy middles). good luck.
eternal_sigh:
frown

let's go get a beer.
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Cattra's Fall Clearance:

In the last 30 hours, i have burned 3 bridges into the fiery depths of nowhere. And soon i will know if another bridge in my life the size of the Golden Gate will burn into dust that may never have a phoenix rise from it.

One person ive known for 8 years... at times my friend, my confidant, my advisor, my...
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vrulovwrath:
OK first of all what are you talking about in my jurnal (the ninja groop aplying) theres a ninja groop already if you want to try and join (you already know that ofcourse). I'm in it (I gues you already know that too). You aplyed and you still wait for aproval? Well you should wait a litle more (I waited too) you don't have to worry.
And second as for your entrie I know how you feel, some times long friendships end like this. I have my own expiriences.
munke:
<cough cough> No snuggly beds or 650+ thread count sheets on a pirate ship either. kiss

And just so you know... I love the salt water in my eyes... and some day, god willing, i'll fall into that soft comforting deep embrace of the ocean, when the time be right for me to move on to the next stage of existence... tongue

Oh yes, I also like the Harry Potter series... does that take away from my "worthyness" of being in the Pirate Group???

blackeyed

I also burn bridges quite a lot... and my profile changes quite often, depending on it i'm on a high, or low... or somewhere inbetween...

Hell, anyone that hates ninjas is a friend of mine... tongue
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i took alot of xanax to prevent the crying screams that were impending. I snapped a thick rubber band on my wristsand arms till the areas turned blue. i can barely type.

Maybe i wont wake in the morning. it wpi;d
be an improvment

i
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eternal_sigh:
dont go just yet.

do you have friends or family you can spill your guts to?

hope you find some sort of peace... and i'm not talking eternal peace. at least not yet.
radiofrank:
frown

*hugs*
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lankakitten:
You sound happier, are you happier?
funkabella:
she totally rawks, and i love your picture like whoa <3 you=the secks fo sho wink biggrin

<3angie