Meow ow!
So, last night i found out i am going to be a godmother to my cousins baby! Im so thrilled! (see last entry)
Last night i also made plans with someone and didnt keep them. I got nervous and started watching theOC (it takes my brain away) and decided i just couldnt go. I mean, when a guy knows you've been sick for 2 weeks, are ingesting less than 200 calories a day, AND he still asks you to bring over all your mini-skirts and heels and play dress up while i DO HIS HOUSEWORK??? Fuck that. Maybe the old Cattra would have done that for the attention. Yeah, she would have. But i realize that i dont have to be completely selfless to the point of being used. So even though i didnt call him to tell him buggar off, i dont think i would be losing out much. I mean, the last time i went over there he invited me for dinner and white wine. When i got there after trying to park for 20 minutes, there was no dinner left, him and his friend Matt ate it, and the wine was totally gone. I then get handed a Smirnoff Ice and a request for a full body massge like the ones i did in high school with him. I give the massage in a cute mini skirt and the heels...and then he snuggles up under his $500 duvet and says goodnight. So, i left, after 1am, walking 6 blocks in downtown long beach to get back to my car. Yeah, fuck dat shit.
OOh, and i found out about something last night, and its good news for me!
the NiteSpa
Other than the awesome treatments... can you guess why i am so happy about that place?? A cookie to the first who gets it.
So, last night i found out i am going to be a godmother to my cousins baby! Im so thrilled! (see last entry)
Last night i also made plans with someone and didnt keep them. I got nervous and started watching theOC (it takes my brain away) and decided i just couldnt go. I mean, when a guy knows you've been sick for 2 weeks, are ingesting less than 200 calories a day, AND he still asks you to bring over all your mini-skirts and heels and play dress up while i DO HIS HOUSEWORK??? Fuck that. Maybe the old Cattra would have done that for the attention. Yeah, she would have. But i realize that i dont have to be completely selfless to the point of being used. So even though i didnt call him to tell him buggar off, i dont think i would be losing out much. I mean, the last time i went over there he invited me for dinner and white wine. When i got there after trying to park for 20 minutes, there was no dinner left, him and his friend Matt ate it, and the wine was totally gone. I then get handed a Smirnoff Ice and a request for a full body massge like the ones i did in high school with him. I give the massage in a cute mini skirt and the heels...and then he snuggles up under his $500 duvet and says goodnight. So, i left, after 1am, walking 6 blocks in downtown long beach to get back to my car. Yeah, fuck dat shit.
OOh, and i found out about something last night, and its good news for me!
the NiteSpa
Other than the awesome treatments... can you guess why i am so happy about that place?? A cookie to the first who gets it.
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