mineux

Alright, today is my last day of being a lazy ass. I went from being an insomniac to as of friday an uncouncious zombie. I have slept slept slept napped and slept more this weekend than i have in months, and i should feel good about it right? Then why is there this stupid nagging guilt in my head that since its so fucking sunny and beautiful i should be out and about, doing things, walking at the beach, finding a job that will kill me by christmas....
Granted, this has been nice sleep, uninterupted by nightmares, which is normally the reason i havent been sleeping. The nightmares. Always the same, for 2 1/2 years the same nightmare in different forms.
I dont miss it, but i dread its return and i look forward to therapy on wednesday so i learn how to make it stop.

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Other things i did this weekend:
Saw I,Robot.. and suprise, i fucking liked it! So it was really predictable in my eyes and followed the typical 'July Will Smith Blockbuster' format... but i have to say, i loved it. The ending didnt leave me pissed or desiring, and of course Will delivered his catch lines perfectly. Although, did anyone notice how 'Terminator-esque' he looked riding the motorcycle? Fun fun, cant wait for the DVD.
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Cattra-ism of the day:
What we call human nature, is simply human habit... Break the habit.


Bang Bang Baby....

and its about time i get this picture up.. here is me and my beloved...so in love...