mineux

What can i say?
I let it all build up, and rejected all the help offered to me so i could deal with things in my own way.
A 72 hour hold aka 5150 and 5 stitches later, i am at my moms again and looking forward to months of therapy and C.A. (cutters anon.) meetings.

I had to cancel my housewarming party, and left 2 wonderfull SGs high and dry for a sunday photo shoot, to them, i am sorry.

And to
homewrecker...
I am eternally grateful to you for everything. You know how i feel. Thank you for driving fast and getting to me when you did.

I cant say much more, im aching inside...
And i really dont think i have to apologize to anyone but myself for this.

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ps.. am i a sick fuck because i made sure to grab my digital camera BEFORE i went to the hospital and took pictures of said mutilations? I figured i could use them as art, considering thedefeated and i took similar photos with fake blood and wounds of me for her photo class so long ago...
Now to take pictures of the bruising... did i mention they gave me blue stitches? When i noticed the color i had to refrain from requesting purple, as apparently injuries arent supposed to be fashion statements
To be honest though, seeing my cutaneous fat layer bulging out of a centimeter wide gaping rip in my arm was pretty sickening... at least im laughing about it now...