mineux

Guten Tag!
Okay, so i am feeling much better today. I never imagined i would be so relieved to not be laying in bed and having people fuss over me. I really did like that part of being sick... all the fussing and concern, it made me feel loved. But now that i am getting better, the attention has worn off and i am in a severe lonliness draught. Im missing Drew so much that i cant think straight. He is in every dream and nightmare that i have. Last night i dreamt that he did'nt want to try coming home because he figured everything had moved on without him and there was no point. In the dream he had sent some tape home and in it he was all beat to shit... but he had done it himself. It was worrisome, and strange. It was something that i would have done, not him.
I just want him home already...
Michael Moore said something interesting on Conan O'Brian that made a really good point, he said "If the military came to your door and said they were going to take your child's life to secure FALLUJA, Would you risk thier life? Would you put them in harms way to secure a place that is of NO THREAT to us?"
I dont think Falluja is worth anyones life.

I want my lovee back.