If there is one person you can't stop thinking about post this sentence in your journal. (ty Cedar)
This is hour 31 of no sleep. I wonder how much longer it will continue. I couldnt sleep in my apartment last night as my kitties werent there and all the bumps in the night and morning were unfamiliar. Im very glad to be spending the night at my moms tonight!
Im so in love with KhaymanIPX... i cant stop having all these fantasies and its beginning to drive me insane. I swear there will be much physical damage one we have at each other. Im already planning on having ice packs, motrin, and neosporin on hand just in case things get rough or bitey bitey... you never can tell!!! And trust me, i might just tell when alll this happens!
Not much more to say tonight. Tired and needed to cuddle Greebo.
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tuesday morning:
woke up to phone, hoping it was the boy. nope. not for me. checked the computer for paycheckness...and yep, there is about enough for bills and half the rent. This shit is scary and my panic attacks are sneaking back. Its honestly creepy sleeping all alone in an apartment. I dont believe im enjoying it.
I swear, people just move out to make things harder. I just want to sleep and pretend this all isnt happening.
This is hour 31 of no sleep. I wonder how much longer it will continue. I couldnt sleep in my apartment last night as my kitties werent there and all the bumps in the night and morning were unfamiliar. Im very glad to be spending the night at my moms tonight!
Im so in love with KhaymanIPX... i cant stop having all these fantasies and its beginning to drive me insane. I swear there will be much physical damage one we have at each other. Im already planning on having ice packs, motrin, and neosporin on hand just in case things get rough or bitey bitey... you never can tell!!! And trust me, i might just tell when alll this happens!
Not much more to say tonight. Tired and needed to cuddle Greebo.
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tuesday morning:
woke up to phone, hoping it was the boy. nope. not for me. checked the computer for paycheckness...and yep, there is about enough for bills and half the rent. This shit is scary and my panic attacks are sneaking back. Its honestly creepy sleeping all alone in an apartment. I dont believe im enjoying it.
I swear, people just move out to make things harder. I just want to sleep and pretend this all isnt happening.
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ive done that before... sometimes its fun but its a bit much haha
heheh ahhaha you two make mad love and wreck shit
bleh that sucks
*hugs you*
I hope he is home soona nd you two are happy and such