mineux

I'm so tired of dealing with families and all these "going away events". Im not DYING!! Im just going to Germany, for less than a year! Who cares??? They act like they are preparing me for a fatal illness! Whats next? Disneyland with the make-a-wish foundation??
It seems everynight till next tuesday is double booked, which being the house cat i am, irratates me. All the showering, primping, finding the appropriate outfits for each place??? FUCCCCK!!!
I even have to go to my stepbrothers house (which will include dinner with my Dad's ex wife the drunk) "so he can see me before i leave" which makes NO SENSE since every other time i see him, he never has a word to say to me!!!
The other day i was pining leaving SO CAl.. but now? I just want to get the fuck out, get to Germany, get the apartment and RELISH in the fact that NO ONE is putting demands on me. Im going to be one wild horse when i return next year.. if i return next year.
I will miss alot of people, you know who you are, a few of you were in my stationwagon the other night, and a few just chillin at home.
Well, i must go shower and find my outfit for tonight, possibly wash it, and sneak my boots with the heels into my car so my mom doesnt freak when i leave. (she is afraid of heels, specially ones that make me 5'11).

Bugger all.
-cat da brat-