mineux

I woke up this morning with a major panic attack, following a night full of mares. I felt like i wanted to claw my way out of my own body, it wasnt pleasant. So i slid into my car, and had intentions of getting my medicine, but i was so out of it and panicky, that i just had to keep driving. Not much longer and i was on the 405 headed to Santa Monica. I didnt know what i was going to do there, first i figured i would attempt to get clothes for Wumpskate, but of course i took a detour into the evil that is 'Fred Segal'. Now im in love with a $300 cashmere vintage disney black tinkerbell Vneck sweater with roses on the sleeves and a vintage Tink on the front. Un attainable, of course, but i still begged KhaymanIPX for it. Feeling dejected, i went to the mall, and found a quick fix at Hot Topic, i did quite well, you will all see at Wumpskate!

Im feeling calmer now, but just a bit. My body needs to re-adjust the chemical levels in my brain before i will be coherent. Im really glad i survived this morning. It was a bad one.

Oh, and the flights out of Kuwait are delayed, so KhaymanIPX wont be back in Germany till May, (i leave in 2 weeks) So i have alot of being strong on my own to do. One shitstorm after another.
I need love. Im so disoriented right now.
On the upside, my mom and dad most GENEROUSLY purchased the Nicole Miller bedding set for me that i fell in love with, so that is a nice thing. My parents are so sweet. I love them so much.

Well, im off to get my room in order. I hope everyone is having a great day! I love you all bunches!

if you can leave a comment to cheer me up, or have some words of wisdom, i am open to any unsolicited advice!