I just got finished filling out the appeal forms for my SSI/DI. The bastards denied my first application, but according to every doctor i have heard from, Social Security denies everyone's claim the first time as a way of avoiding paying you the money you put in. Well, they will not get off that easy with me. Standard job work sucks my soul out thru my nose. And with everything that is wrong with me, being a student/musician/stuffed animal artist seems to be the best fit.
I am sick of keeping my hair normal colors and putting off getting my third lip piercing done just in case i have to get a normal job! And in the case that i have to get a normal job, i will most definately have to move out of my parents house to my grandmothers so i wont be over stressed by family into a Trazadone overdose (all out of xanax kids!)
What is more fucked is this appeal is causing me more anxiety, which is the reason i applied in the first place!
All i need to make me happy is the following : my music, self expression, someone to be in love with and loved back, my own income, and my kitties. That isnt too much to ask is it? Oh, and new makeup to replace whats gone missing
With that said, I snitched this pic from MEMBER=brokenhouse]'s journal because i feel like this right now. And isnt it the cutest thing? And the lighting is awesome too.
such a sleepy satisfied DJ
I am sick of keeping my hair normal colors and putting off getting my third lip piercing done just in case i have to get a normal job! And in the case that i have to get a normal job, i will most definately have to move out of my parents house to my grandmothers so i wont be over stressed by family into a Trazadone overdose (all out of xanax kids!)
What is more fucked is this appeal is causing me more anxiety, which is the reason i applied in the first place!
All i need to make me happy is the following : my music, self expression, someone to be in love with and loved back, my own income, and my kitties. That isnt too much to ask is it? Oh, and new makeup to replace whats gone missing
With that said, I snitched this pic from MEMBER=brokenhouse]'s journal because i feel like this right now. And isnt it the cutest thing? And the lighting is awesome too.
such a sleepy satisfied DJ
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I hope that all is well with you, my dear. You're awesome.
ah I want to run out and feed my blood to stray kitties right now!!! Thankfully a flu is keeping me well tied to bed.
Kisses,
Mxxx