mineux

My grandma died in her sleep last night.

My husband randomly showed up after i got the news.
We went for a drive, and he pulled in front of the driveway of my house to let me out. I went to the drivers side to get a hug. I started to talk to him about our situation.

Summary of the conversation:

He doesnt love me anymore.
He never wants to be with me again.
He will never work things out with me.

After this, he closed the door to his Bronco and peeled out down the street. I made it to the driveway before collapsing into screaming raging tears. I clawed at the concrete, praying for the death of my heart.

My cousins are on thier way to get me now. I will be with family for the next few days, as my parents are out of state.

SHAME ON ME FOR KISSING HIM WITH MY EYES CLOSED SO TIGHT.