I have never:
swam in a lake, played under a waterfall, hiked somewhere beautiful with someone i love, rocked out on-stage (yet), lived in a big house, felt 100% secure
I have: swam in tons of pools, paddled thru the ocean, gone on a hike as a teenager, been in a play, lived in 2 bedroom houses, felt 90% secure..
My parents mentioned the other day that they think they have found the place in Texas where they want to move to. Suprisingly, a large part of me would love to live there too and forget about this life, this town, these ridiculous dreams. I just fear that i could one day wake up and go "WTF? i should have just stayed in Venice or Hollywood!!!"
Im damned if i do and damned if i dont. At least i would have a beautiful place to run away to.
I miss my beloved....
(this London meets SoCal weather is just NOT doing it for me!)
swam in a lake, played under a waterfall, hiked somewhere beautiful with someone i love, rocked out on-stage (yet), lived in a big house, felt 100% secure
I have: swam in tons of pools, paddled thru the ocean, gone on a hike as a teenager, been in a play, lived in 2 bedroom houses, felt 90% secure..
My parents mentioned the other day that they think they have found the place in Texas where they want to move to. Suprisingly, a large part of me would love to live there too and forget about this life, this town, these ridiculous dreams. I just fear that i could one day wake up and go "WTF? i should have just stayed in Venice or Hollywood!!!"
Im damned if i do and damned if i dont. At least i would have a beautiful place to run away to.
I miss my beloved....
(this London meets SoCal weather is just NOT doing it for me!)
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thesquirrelhorde:
That's so funny, I heard "Not a Crime" on the radio the other day and loved it! Yet another band not playing Helsinki... I miss civilisation 
fatality:
I hate making decisions where you really don't know what you're choosing between, having to choose between two vague futures. Good luck with that.