I keep sitting here staring at this blank journal page...
and all i can think...
is
fuck them for being liars.
fuck thier lies and deciet.
fuck thier karma
fuck thier agendas
fuck the games
I swear, as much advice ive been given on keeping quiet, letting others sink thier own battleships, i wish for just ONCE someone to set the record straight and stop....
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and all i can think...
is
fuck them for being liars.
fuck thier lies and deciet.
fuck thier karma
fuck thier agendas
fuck the games
I swear, as much advice ive been given on keeping quiet, letting others sink thier own battleships, i wish for just ONCE someone to set the record straight and stop....
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Monday i could fall apart
Tuesday Wednesday break my heart
oh Thursday doesnt even start
its Friday
Im in Love....
Im in love with my husband. And i am in love with the world.I have found renewed faith in the security of those around me. I was the recipient of comforting news today and i now feel that i can hold my head high in...
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Tuesday Wednesday break my heart
oh Thursday doesnt even start
its Friday
Im in Love....
Im in love with my husband. And i am in love with the world.I have found renewed faith in the security of those around me. I was the recipient of comforting news today and i now feel that i can hold my head high in...
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waldo_jeffers:
Its good to hear that you are happy in life and love. Keep smiling. 
1: ...and Kittredge was still my lady. In most affairs, a kiss can remind you... ("Harlot's Ghost" by Norman Mailer).
2: A rainstick.
3: Millennium.
4: 3.30 pm.
5: 3.44 pm.
6: Tinnitis.
7: Yesterday afternoon.
8: Hotmail (or at least I attempted to, but the site seemed to be down).
9: Black jeans, black jumper, silver pentagram pendant (given to me over a decade ago by someone who was my best friend at university but whom I've not seen for at least six years, funny how we lost touch with the passing of time).
10: I think so, but I can't recall it now.
11: This morning. I laugh a lot. Some people think I laugh too much or that I laugh at anything and everything. I think that one can never laugh too much.
12: A square mirror which has four black cats on a thick blue border, a plastic bat hanging from a hook, a long, rather plain mirror which my housemate likes to come and pose in front of (tiresome individual that he is, he claims that mine is the only mirror in the house which enables him to view himself full length) and a strand of plastic twine on which is threaded cloves, nutmegs, etc.
13: A drunken woman accosting a tramp and persuading him to let her have swig from his can of cheap beer (until her two equally drunk companions told her to give him back his beer and leave him alone).
14: MY hair, YOUR face.
15: The very silly and instantly forgettable "Hulk".
16: A nice house for my Mum and step-Dad.
17: I was born in Saudi Arabia (although I am British, not Arabian - my parents were living in Saudi at the time).
18: That's a hard one, but if everyone in the world could feel the consequences of their own actions, then maybe everyone would think a lot harder before being mean to anyone else.
19: Yes, but it tends not to happen in public unless I have had a few drinks.
20: He's just in it for the money and prestige and I doubt he cares much about anything else.
21(a): Korenza-Lee (because that is what I would have been called had I been a girl).
21(b): Richard or perhaps Roderick.
22: I am more than happy to continue living in Britain (hey, I even like the rainy British climate).
1: ...and Kittredge was still my lady. In most affairs, a kiss can remind you... ("Harlot's Ghost" by Norman Mailer).
2: A rainstick.
3: Millennium.
4: 3.30 pm.
5: 3.44 pm.
6: Tinnitis.
7: Yesterday afternoon.
8: Hotmail (or at least I attempted to, but the site seemed to be down).
9: Black jeans, black jumper, silver pentagram pendant (given to me over a decade ago by someone who was my best friend at university but whom I've not seen for at least six years, funny how we lost touch with the passing of time).
10: I think so, but I can't recall it now.
11: This morning. I laugh a lot. Some people think I laugh too much or that I laugh at anything and everything. I think that one can never laugh too much.
12: A square mirror which has four black cats on a thick blue border, a plastic bat hanging from a hook, a long, rather plain mirror which my housemate likes to come and pose in front of (tiresome individual that he is, he claims that mine is the only mirror in the house which enables him to view himself full length) and a strand of plastic twine on which is threaded cloves, nutmegs, etc.
13: A drunken woman accosting a tramp and persuading him to let her have swig from his can of cheap beer (until her two equally drunk companions told her to give him back his beer and leave him alone).
14: MY hair, YOUR face.
15: The very silly and instantly forgettable "Hulk".
16: A nice house for my Mum and step-Dad.
17: I was born in Saudi Arabia (although I am British, not Arabian - my parents were living in Saudi at the time).
18: That's a hard one, but if everyone in the world could feel the consequences of their own actions, then maybe everyone would think a lot harder before being mean to anyone else.
19: Yes, but it tends not to happen in public unless I have had a few drinks.
20: He's just in it for the money and prestige and I doubt he cares much about anything else.
21(a): Korenza-Lee (because that is what I would have been called had I been a girl).
21(b): Richard or perhaps Roderick.
22: I am more than happy to continue living in Britain (hey, I even like the rainy British climate).
mercie:
I ♥ you.
Well well well...
It never ceases to amaze me that when i leave for a week or more that the strangest shit happens around here!!!
I had a nice week in Germany, im quite tired and missing my beloved something fierce.
I hate airplanes. And i hate Homeland Security. They searched my bags, WITHOUT me present, stuffed everything back in unfolded and un secured, left...
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It never ceases to amaze me that when i leave for a week or more that the strangest shit happens around here!!!
I had a nice week in Germany, im quite tired and missing my beloved something fierce.
I hate airplanes. And i hate Homeland Security. They searched my bags, WITHOUT me present, stuffed everything back in unfolded and un secured, left...
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sigh_eternally:
working at the airport, i see a lot of half-assed sealing of luggage with stuff sticking out. the other day there was a pair of pink panties left on the loading belt from a suitcase that wasnt closed properly by the tsa.
knowing now what luggage goes through once it leaves the passenger's hands, i will try to limit whatever i take with me on trips. people's bags get treated like a cheap $2 whore.
knowing now what luggage goes through once it leaves the passenger's hands, i will try to limit whatever i take with me on trips. people's bags get treated like a cheap $2 whore.
sinope:
Genius
*dashes to the shop to buy liquor filled choccies*
*dashes to the shop to buy liquor filled choccies*
IF
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't...
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If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't...
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666monkey:
Oi! Oi! Oi!
Vote! Vote! Vote!
Vote! Vote! Vote!
american_exile:
so how was your time in germany? It was so cool to meet you even if it was but a brief thing. 
Hello Friday!
Friday is the end of the work week.
The beginning of the weekend.
Friday is like Pisces and Aries in one!
Okay not sure if that made sense, but the insomnia has been creeping back and im a tad off.
I havent had my labret piercing in all week. Im in withdrawl. I lost it last thursday. I am sad about this. Im...
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Friday is the end of the work week.
The beginning of the weekend.
Friday is like Pisces and Aries in one!
Okay not sure if that made sense, but the insomnia has been creeping back and im a tad off.
I havent had my labret piercing in all week. Im in withdrawl. I lost it last thursday. I am sad about this. Im...
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dr_zoidberg:
You are such a cutie cutie!
thora:
Hey!
We have catnip growing in the back yard, but w0w, that's very sweet of you... Um, I'd say go with the fish, because all the cats here like the fishies! I "cat wait"...
We have catnip growing in the back yard, but w0w, that's very sweet of you... Um, I'd say go with the fish, because all the cats here like the fishies! I "cat wait"...
So my account did die, but since SG is crack i re-upped it. I couldnt help myself.
last night:
hmmm.. my account is still alive... did i get tipsy and renew it? Must check that out. I dont think i will enjoy not being part of this site, its just become such a big part of my life and an easy way to network, especially...
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last night:
hmmm.. my account is still alive... did i get tipsy and renew it? Must check that out. I dont think i will enjoy not being part of this site, its just become such a big part of my life and an easy way to network, especially...
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devildoll:
...sometimes in life we find that our friends are our families, and our families are the people who raised us and gave us early support
I think you hit the nail on the head.
So happy that you got tipsy and decided to stick around!
XOXO....
I think you hit the nail on the head.
So happy that you got tipsy and decided to stick around!
XOXO....
sigh_eternally:
top 5 favorite cartoons growing up? 
I WILL BE BACK ON SOON!
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Hello my lovelies!
Okay, so i should explain why i will be off the site for the next couple of months. Money is really tight right now, and with my $1050.00 ticket to pay off, and bills, and food and cat care, i just cant spare the auto billing that could possibly throw my account into overdraft and...
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Hello my lovelies!
Okay, so i should explain why i will be off the site for the next couple of months. Money is really tight right now, and with my $1050.00 ticket to pay off, and bills, and food and cat care, i just cant spare the auto billing that could possibly throw my account into overdraft and...
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devildoll:
Wow, you're bedroom sounds awesome! Thanks so much for the invitation. Luckily, the motel situation is just for the short-term and I think I can rough in for a few days. Humbling...definitely. But I kinda like being on the edge for once!
Glad your stickin around for a bit.
Glad your stickin around for a bit.
sigh_eternally:
books are cool
stay in school.
i hardly knew ye. good luck on your future.
stay in school.
i hardly knew ye. good luck on your future.
Im going away for awhile
If my name turns grey on your friends list, just leave me there if you likey me. I will be back in awhile.
ciao miao
If my name turns grey on your friends list, just leave me there if you likey me. I will be back in awhile.
ciao miao
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mercie:
come back my lovee! I finally get my high speed internet back and this is what I come to SG to find... 
rae:
hi sweets... whats your email?
Once again, i wrote a serious journal entry, and the powers that be clicked me back a page and i lost it all.
Im just going to take that as a warning or something.
Off to finish preparing the house for this evenings all girl Slumber Partytonight. Gotta vacuum, shower and buy some white wine. I was going to get wine in a box,...
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Im just going to take that as a warning or something.
Off to finish preparing the house for this evenings all girl Slumber Partytonight. Gotta vacuum, shower and buy some white wine. I was going to get wine in a box,...
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_spectre_:
Ahhh I've been to one of those...it was GREAT...I want to go to another one! Have a smashing time babe...
squidproquo:
your profile picture is rad.
boxed wine fails to thrill me. there's a box of sunset blush in my parents' refrigerator from my daughter's christening party... which was almost 2 years ago.
boxed wine fails to thrill me. there's a box of sunset blush in my parents' refrigerator from my daughter's christening party... which was almost 2 years ago.
While i was sleeping last night sinus pixies snuck into my room and beat the shit out of my face. I think one tried to remove my eyeball. They also kicked me in the neck and stomped on my forehead. I think i may have swallowed one of the bitches because my throat is swollen as well.
Grrrr... BAD SINUS PIXIES!!!!
*curls up in a...
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Grrrr... BAD SINUS PIXIES!!!!
*curls up in a...
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the_squishy:
*wraps a warm blanket around Cattra and gets the nesquik ready* oh and heres your peanut butter and jelly sandwhich, hold the crust 
sunshinee:
ew, sinus pixies are mean!
here we go...
Korn or Limpbizkit? -I did it all for the nookie?
Courtney Love or Anna Nicole Smith? Anna Nicole-she's funny to look at.
Budweiser or Coors?-Bud...Pete Coors is running for senate in CO and I hate him and his beer.
Kill Bill or Resevoir Dogs?-Kill Bill, but only if it's both 1 &2 together.
Clueless or Heathers?-Clueless was my preteen years-I must say Clueless!
SGLA or SGLBC? heh, how would i know?
Pills or Pot? Pills. Pot makes me puke and have asthma attacks
Rum or Whisky? Rum-I'm a pirate!
Us or Them? Them
Bush or Kerry? (hehe, and no political commentary!!! lol)
KERRY
here we go...
Korn or Limpbizkit? -I did it all for the nookie?
Courtney Love or Anna Nicole Smith? Anna Nicole-she's funny to look at.
Budweiser or Coors?-Bud...Pete Coors is running for senate in CO and I hate him and his beer.
Kill Bill or Resevoir Dogs?-Kill Bill, but only if it's both 1 &2 together.
Clueless or Heathers?-Clueless was my preteen years-I must say Clueless!
SGLA or SGLBC? heh, how would i know?
Pills or Pot? Pills. Pot makes me puke and have asthma attacks
Rum or Whisky? Rum-I'm a pirate!
Us or Them? Them
Bush or Kerry? (hehe, and no political commentary!!! lol)
KERRY
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mistakesmade:
I love your new profile pic. Prendick rocks. And he made your boobers HUGE. Well I mean they are. But they look rockin in the pic
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thefreddy:
reading that entry made think about my own father. I haven't seen his ass since '99 at the courthouse. I forgot what the occasion was(I think it was cuz he owned my mom money), but we only talked for about a minute then went into the courtroom where my dad didn't even rise when the judge walked into the room.
To put it simply: my dad is fucked up in head. I don't mean like crazy, but I just don't think he realize what his actions are doing to me, my mom, my brother, pretty much anybody that knows him. This guy claimed to have loved me, but then turns around and denies that I'm his son in order to avoid paying child support. He tried harass my mom after the divorce, he broke my stepdad's arm. I can go on and on but I'll stop here.
I guess the point I'm trying to get at here is that your father and my father are very bitter, very apatheic human beings who no longer give a fuck about the world b/c, they think, the world don't give a fuck about them. Plus they set in their ways. So my advice to say "fuck 'em". I know it sounds harsh, but if they don't want to be a part of our lives, then it's their lose, not ours. I don't know where my father lives, but if I did, I'll just sit his ass and asked "What the fuck were you thinking?" Not that it matters now, but I just wanna hear his explanation. Anyway, I'm just typing like crazy so Imma let you go. Have a very beautiful, wonderous day
P.S. Your profile pic......
To put it simply: my dad is fucked up in head. I don't mean like crazy, but I just don't think he realize what his actions are doing to me, my mom, my brother, pretty much anybody that knows him. This guy claimed to have loved me, but then turns around and denies that I'm his son in order to avoid paying child support. He tried harass my mom after the divorce, he broke my stepdad's arm. I can go on and on but I'll stop here.
I guess the point I'm trying to get at here is that your father and my father are very bitter, very apatheic human beings who no longer give a fuck about the world b/c, they think, the world don't give a fuck about them. Plus they set in their ways. So my advice to say "fuck 'em". I know it sounds harsh, but if they don't want to be a part of our lives, then it's their lose, not ours. I don't know where my father lives, but if I did, I'll just sit his ass and asked "What the fuck were you thinking?" Not that it matters now, but I just wanna hear his explanation. Anyway, I'm just typing like crazy so Imma let you go. Have a very beautiful, wonderous day
P.S. Your profile pic......
Finally a productive day!!!
Okay, so it involved shopping, but it was still productive! I got my dress for the Military Ball at the end of the month, it is fucking awesome, i adore it! It was the FIRST thing i tried on and fits like a dream! It was definately worth the drive out to Camarillo to the outlet stores to go to Betsey...
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Okay, so it involved shopping, but it was still productive! I got my dress for the Military Ball at the end of the month, it is fucking awesome, i adore it! It was the FIRST thing i tried on and fits like a dream! It was definately worth the drive out to Camarillo to the outlet stores to go to Betsey...
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deceptiviewfilm:
WOW....THAT WAS EXCELLENT!!!!!!!! I was...aroused.... 
prendick:
and thanks
ya!
and thanks
ya!