Tuesday Oct 28, 2003

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my doc upped my meds... from 50mg zoloft to 100mg.
so when will i stop thinking about killing myself every day? hopefully sooner than later.
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someozone:
frown ... no posts in a long time ... I hope you are doing better... let me know if I can help (me, your pratically anonymous friend)
veganjihad:
killing your self is a NO GOOD IDEA... besides you live in Glen Burnie,,,, and there is a super sweet skate park there...

Sunday Oct 19, 2003

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jesusfuckinchrist. the most boring day EVER. today just sucked.
and i've been mad horny all weekend. the hormones are, for unknown reasons, in overdrive. no relief is in sight. ohhh how i hate sexual frustration. mad
i have way too much shit on my mind. it fucked me up today; i had nothing to do to distract myself, so i just sat around and thought about...
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someozone:
*solemn and silent agreeance*
isn't their some fertility/sexuality goddess we can worship?

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someozone:
hmm... two comments on a single blog ...

elliot smith was a brilliant lyricist and folk-rock musician that died on tuesday. He was only in his thirties...

from what i can assume, he's more mellow than your taste, but his words are luminous and so real. He's the only musician of whom i own every album.

my particular favorites: rose parade, somebody i used to know, say yes

Tuesday Oct 14, 2003

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a 14 hour day at work. wooooooo for overtime!!!! biggrin
but now i'm REALLY fuckin tired. time to go to bed so i can get up and go back...
someozone:
death cab's playing at the Black Cat in DC ... i'm still trying to persuade (read 'force') my roommate into coming so we have a ride. they totally rock don't they?
grey:
thanks! the big flower was done my mike cole in asheville, nc. the fairy/tribal was done by jason hobbie in richmond.

Thursday Oct 09, 2003

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it is high time i got a pic up here. only trouble seems to be that whenever i need something from my roommate (i.e., his digital camera), i'm fighting with him. hence i can't use his stuff.
i'm employed. temporarily. to my joy, and yet to my dismay, it is the best job i've ever had. 10 bucks an hour, 8-4, monday-friday. the work is...
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someozone:
congrats on your new job!
it seems even with a digital camera i can't get good pics ... oh well ...

let me know if you are going to the suicidegirls show, we should meet up and chill... though i think its way the hell in the future...
veganjihad:
you live in Glen Burnie.... thats so kick ass... have you ever been to Lands Down.... its like the greatest out door skate park in Maryland... Any how... you should totaly come to ooh mah nee's fall festival... if you are having trouble finding a ride, im sure there are a butt load of people coming from the area, and if you get in touch with ooh mah nee,, sometimes they can help people car pool....

Friday Oct 03, 2003

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this was in bad need of an update.
soo.... *updates*
i got fired/quit from my job. fuck them up the ass with a cactus. die, motherfuckers. skull
so now i'm unemployed and wringing my hands over how i'm gonna pay rent, got an interview tomorrow at 10 though at Wawa. fucking 7 dollars an hour, thats some bullshit.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. (something i havent done in a long...
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olsen:
I'm so sorry!

I wanted to be a stripper for a while. I still kinda do, in that I'm jealous of a friend that stripped over the summer.

Sunday Sep 21, 2003

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and now he's gone.
and i'm alone and brokenhearted and throwing myself a nice big self-pity party.
yay.
someozone:
you sound like such a genuine person, I'm sure you'll find someone soon.

Thursday Sep 18, 2003

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i can't sleep. not at all. he hasn't been over here in a week, he's in one of those moods where he's ignoring everyone, including me. i havent seen him since saturday. i can't sleep when he's not next to me. it's terrible. i toss and turn and reach my arm across the bed expecting it to rest on his skin, but instead i feel...
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someozone:
frown frown
hope you feel better!
I too wish there were someone next to me.

Wednesday Sep 17, 2003

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my roommate is impossible. just fucking impossible. he's absolutely fucking set in his opinions, convinced he's right all the time, and will never back down from an arguement or admit he might be wrong.
you know, i may be a vegetarian, but i dont run around hollering about how everyone should stop eating meat. i dont verbally attack people who eat meat, nor do i...
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Tuesday Sep 16, 2003

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only 5 more days... then its AUTUMN!!! love
best season ever.
and tomorrow me and my mommy are going to buy indian corn and some squash/pumpkins at the farmer's market. aww. biggrin
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minerva1:
i didnt even know there was a howie day concert so ummm... no, hadnt planned on it
monet:
thank you for the compliments on my set darling! kiss

Wednesday Sep 10, 2003

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you know, all the sex guide books say the same old shit. and that shit doesnt work. so i give up on sex books.
has anyone out there tried those creams that you put on your clit and they supposedly make you able to have orgasms easier? i'm really running out of options here.
i'm starting to think it'll never happen. i've tried almost everything...
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someozone:
most woman can't have orgasms during penetration ... and i know ... "you're a guy .. just keep saying that buddy." ... but its true ... respectable, female, and gay male sex therapies/doctors/columnists have said so ... dan savage said so ... and if he says it, it must be true.

Its just another indication how much God hates women, but clit just isn't in the right place for fucking to get women off. One position that works for SOME women, is basically missionary, except your guy pushes himself further up (so his chin is above your chin). This way you get more clitoral contact ... i would imagine you've tried this ... In my experience, I suggest you try a vibrator ... fun fun ... i know women who how their vibrators like an infant who never cries, and keep a stock of batteries just in case.

most importantly though ... you are not abnormal becuase you can't cum during sex. If by normal you mean the majority, then women who can cum during sex are the abnormal ones. It DOES mean that you need to do more than fuck during sex. Ask your buddy to brush up on his cunnilingus skills; I'm sure you have a vagina in mind that he can practice on. good luck.
minerva1:
mmm, vibators are good times, i own two. but ya know, i still like having sex better than using a vibrator. even though my toy always gets me off.
*sigh*
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