minerva1

i can't sleep. not at all. he hasn't been over here in a week, he's in one of those moods where he's ignoring everyone, including me. i havent seen him since saturday. i can't sleep when he's not next to me. it's terrible. i toss and turn and reach my arm across the bed expecting it to rest on his skin, but instead i feel the cold sheets. his pillow lays awaiting use, and every night i half expect, half desparately wish for him to come gently wake me up by crawling into bed next to me.
where are you? i'm so cold.