minerva1

I know how far I've come. And I don't want to stop here. I don't want to look back on my life and regret holding back. I don't want to take this with me the rest of my life.

The fear is absolutely paralyzing. It grabs me by the throat and pins me against the wall. And I don't know how to defeat it.

so the march/rally in d.c. on the 20th was friggin AWESOME. i'm far too tired/sick to type out all the details. i'm trying very hard not to puke, because before i felt sick i ate salsa, and salsa just cannot feel good coming back up. fuck migraines for being migraines, fuck excedrin migraine for getting rid of my headache but giving me an awful stomachache....
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I swear to god my house is haunted.

The past few days have just plain sucked. I'll spare you the details. Suffice to say I'm in a bad mood. School starts tomorrow. I wish it was over. Fuck.

someone signed onto my buddy list and blocked two people. here i was for several days wondering why these two weren't online, because they're always online. the two people blocked were significant. the only person i can imagine knowing my screen name password is my sister, but no idea why she would block those two people. she denies being on my screen name.

this sort...
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god/dess bless marijuana.


yes. and, everyone who can possibly be in D.C. on the 20th should be there to rally and protest the war. I will be there. Go HERE for more info.

my dad is getting deployed to iraq in febuary.



FUCK.

Well, it could have been a worse new year's eve.
Then again, it could've been better.
B can be such a fucking killjoy. I knew I'd end up having to ditch all our other friends because he was pouting and whining about all sorts of various shit, namely not getting drunk enough. Nevermind that *I* was DD, completely sober on new year's, and that we'd...
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Well... for the past 3 years. new year's eve has been the single worst day of the year for me. bad things come in three's, right? maybe today will be okay this year.

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