Sunday Jul 13, 2008

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once again i'm quite bored and nobody's talking to me..
how booooooooooring..........
maybe i'll pick up virgin suicides and read some very uplifting literaturebiggrin
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee..
i'm quite tired, might just sleep..
blah..
and all this was worth an entry.......................................
whatevs

*EDIT*

two hours later i'm still up for crying most of it...
didn't get in any universities once again......
i just can't believe i suck this hardfrown
i am indeed a fucking failure....
seems i'm only good at putting ikea furniture together...
that really can't get me too far.............................
fuck this shit....
i think i'll cry a bit more.........
maitressecerise:
I'm sorry you're feeling down frown you don't suck!! Just keep trying hun and it will work out, you only fail if you stop trying but I can relate to the feeling.

Sorry it took me a couple days to respond, I have been so busy this weekend deep cleaning the house and painting like crazy. It has been so long since I have disconnected myself from the computer on a weekend and just submerged myself completely in painting, it was so therapeutic and relaxing but unfortunately it has now made it even more difficult to get myself wanting to go to work because it reminds me that everyday I waste my talents and settle on working as a slave for Corporate America and it depresses me to no end. Makes me feel like I am going to be stuck doing what I hate the rest of my life. Oh well.

How was your visit with your boy? I hope you has a fabulous time biggrin biggrin biggrin

I have few hours before work and me thinks I am go to be a bit more sleeping biggrin biggrin biggrin

Hope you are having a better day biggrin biggrin

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