Ya know, it came to mind today that not everyone in this world understands what it mean to be a Synesthete, let alone what one really is.Some might taste colors or hear textures. I may case, I see colors when I hear music. It is usually brought on by a chemical imbalance in the brain.
Life for me at times can be hell. Sure it's cool and all being able to see music as colors, but it's not always fun and games. I must always be very careful to what I am listening to at the time. Or for that matter, what's being played all around me. Muzack, shopping malls, doctor's office. You get the idea.
Sometimes, the sounds can be so intense that it brings on violent rays or flashes of colorful light. Almost like a super nova. I'd like to see you take on such pain.
Anyways, the point is this:
When I stumbled upon the SG site, it brought my mind at ease. For some crazy reason or another, the flashing in my head slows down to a manageable degree. All I can relate it to is a warm blanket on a cool fall night. Being able to find comfort from the world around you. A place to feel safe. A place to feel like their is nothing in the world to harm you.
And so with that said, I must say this:
When I look at all the beautiful women on this site, I am not out to collect girls. I am not some old pervert just looking to jack off all over the place over pictures of soft porn. For what it's worth, I used to run a print shop back in ATL. I made composite cards for models, agencies, and photographers. Long before many of you punk ass bitches and bastards came along. I could give a fuck less....
All I'm looking for is a place to rest my head and my mind. If by chance I find an SG out there, then great. If not, then that's cool too.
I love you all deeply madly. And for what it is worth, I sincerely mean that. I am at least old enough to know that we must love one another.......
Life for me at times can be hell. Sure it's cool and all being able to see music as colors, but it's not always fun and games. I must always be very careful to what I am listening to at the time. Or for that matter, what's being played all around me. Muzack, shopping malls, doctor's office. You get the idea.
Sometimes, the sounds can be so intense that it brings on violent rays or flashes of colorful light. Almost like a super nova. I'd like to see you take on such pain.
Anyways, the point is this:
When I stumbled upon the SG site, it brought my mind at ease. For some crazy reason or another, the flashing in my head slows down to a manageable degree. All I can relate it to is a warm blanket on a cool fall night. Being able to find comfort from the world around you. A place to feel safe. A place to feel like their is nothing in the world to harm you.
And so with that said, I must say this:
When I look at all the beautiful women on this site, I am not out to collect girls. I am not some old pervert just looking to jack off all over the place over pictures of soft porn. For what it's worth, I used to run a print shop back in ATL. I made composite cards for models, agencies, and photographers. Long before many of you punk ass bitches and bastards came along. I could give a fuck less....
All I'm looking for is a place to rest my head and my mind. If by chance I find an SG out there, then great. If not, then that's cool too.
I love you all deeply madly. And for what it is worth, I sincerely mean that. I am at least old enough to know that we must love one another.......
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mindtripprints:
Oh so true my friend. Thanks for the welcome.
keith:
No problem. P.S. because we've always lacked any sort of reply notification, it's informal tradition on SG to reply to comments on your blog on the commenter's blog. Otherwise they have no way of knowing you replied without coming back to your blog to check. 